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Frivolous,
Wednesday, November 17, 2010 // 11:52 AM
So, life still goes on regardless whether you hate the fact or not. You're reluctant, but time continue slipping, the clock keeps on ticking and the seconds goes by. Complain all you want, there's nothing you can do about it.
I'm sitting here wasting time, listening to music doing nothing but typing. I haven't got anything useful to do, besides my tuition homework which I absolutely don't want to do. Does it even makes sense? Oh, forget it. I'm just a lazy pig who doesn't wish to do anything. I have a lot of differentiation homework to do. Not like it's super hard, but it's A-math. Nobody would want to do it unless there's a screw loose up there. You get what I mean. I'll still have to do it later because there's band tomorrow, and Friday meaning I won't have any time besides today to do already.
I'm going to forget whatever I should forget, him and everything else that's happened between us. It's like it had never existed, well that's the truth. Most of it is just me living in denial, I guess. Not now, but then. All methods had failed. I almost did succeed. That makes everything feels worse. I got slapped by reality in September after CT2. My grade are dropping and everything. I've got to do something. Buried myself in books and I thought I've let go. For months, it's been gone, until that day it all came back. I don't know what else to do. I've tried to hate, to use extreme weird methods, till the numbness, till I did almost succeed. The stress is never ending. Worse than failing exams, it is. I failed so many times. It gets worse each time. Maybe it's just me. No matter what you do, I can never be angry at you or hate you. I knew it all along, but I still tried to. Maybe that made it worse. IDK.
"But most of all, I hate the fact that I don't hate you, not even a little bit, not at all."
-10 things I hate about you, 1999.
Frivolous,
Wednesday, November 17, 2010 // 11:52 AM
So, life still goes on regardless whether you hate the fact or not. You're reluctant, but time continue slipping, the clock keeps on ticking and the seconds goes by. Complain all you want, there's nothing you can do about it.
I'm sitting here wasting time, listening to music doing nothing but typing. I haven't got anything useful to do, besides my tuition homework which I absolutely don't want to do. Does it even makes sense? Oh, forget it. I'm just a lazy pig who doesn't wish to do anything. I have a lot of differentiation homework to do. Not like it's super hard, but it's A-math. Nobody would want to do it unless there's a screw loose up there. You get what I mean. I'll still have to do it later because there's band tomorrow, and Friday meaning I won't have any time besides today to do already.
I'm going to forget whatever I should forget, him and everything else that's happened between us. It's like it had never existed, well that's the truth. Most of it is just me living in denial, I guess. Not now, but then. All methods had failed. I almost did succeed. That makes everything feels worse. I got slapped by reality in September after CT2. My grade are dropping and everything. I've got to do something. Buried myself in books and I thought I've let go. For months, it's been gone, until that day it all came back. I don't know what else to do. I've tried to hate, to use extreme weird methods, till the numbness, till I did almost succeed. The stress is never ending. Worse than failing exams, it is. I failed so many times. It gets worse each time. Maybe it's just me. No matter what you do, I can never be angry at you or hate you. I knew it all along, but I still tried to. Maybe that made it worse. IDK.
"But most of all, I hate the fact that I don't hate you, not even a little bit, not at all."
-10 things I hate about you, 1999.
grew up in a small town,
and when the rain would fall down. i'd just stare out my window.
Hi, my name is MELISSALOKQIANHUI.
I’m currently in BOWEN secondary school, in an awesome class 3e2/4e2
I’m a part of the Bowen Military Band
That’s all you need to know, really.
dreaming of what could be,
and if i'll end up happy, i will pray.
wanna feel the warm breeze,
sleep under a palm tree, feel the rush of the ocean.
