Tuesday, October 12, 2010 // 10:15 PM
I should be shot dead this instant, I mean it. How can I not be motivated to study for my favourite subject? I can't stop mugging hard for chemistry, but what about biology? I haven't even touched it. Maybe I really have become lazy. Why, why? Sometimes I just wanna let go and go. I don't know why things have been getting back like a few months ago. That voice inside have been shouting louder than usual, nothings drowns it. There're reasons why I choose to blast music all the time, watch drama instead of sleeping. I can't stand the silence, not anymore. I wonder when will all this stop. When I'll really move on. I'm tired. I wanna give up right now.
PS. How's my deadeadeadead blog?
Tuesday, October 12, 2010 // 10:15 PM
I should be shot dead this instant, I mean it. How can I not be motivated to study for my favourite subject? I can't stop mugging hard for chemistry, but what about biology? I haven't even touched it. Maybe I really have become lazy. Why, why? Sometimes I just wanna let go and go. I don't know why things have been getting back like a few months ago. That voice inside have been shouting louder than usual, nothings drowns it. There're reasons why I choose to blast music all the time, watch drama instead of sleeping. I can't stand the silence, not anymore. I wonder when will all this stop. When I'll really move on. I'm tired. I wanna give up right now.
PS. How's my deadeadeadead blog?
grew up in a small town,
and when the rain would fall down. i'd just stare out my window.
Hi, my name is MELISSALOKQIANHUI.
I’m currently in BOWEN secondary school, in an awesome class 3e2/4e2
I’m a part of the Bowen Military Band
That’s all you need to know, really.
dreaming of what could be,
and if i'll end up happy, i will pray.