buildings with a hundred floors, spinning 'round revolving doors.
baby i don't know where they'll take me.
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a short profile perhaps ?
a music player or hit counter ?
Don't ask,
Friday, September 3, 2010 // 10:05 PM
Sometimes, I just wanna go. I just wanna forget every single thing that have happened. Good and bad. I've had enough. The strength to go on is not something I possess. Fatigue is not able to even express the tiredness of life that I'm experiencing. I just wanna let go of everything I'm holding on, because it means nothing now. Nothing at all. All that I've worked hard for, all that I use to have, all gone.
I used to have As, now I only have Bs and below. I used to be able to play the piano, not anymore. I used to not give up no matter what, but that strength is gone. I wanna sleep and never wake up, because maybe this is some kind of joke. I'm gonna die in my dream/nightmare then wake up tomorrow to reality that don't suck that much. I'm effing delusional. I'll send myself to IMH soon. I can't control myself. Sometimes I have the urge to jump on random people to hug them. I want to cry everything out, but the tears've run out. I stare at blank spaces, thinking of the reason for my existence. Then again, I should already be thankful. I shouldn't be where I am today. I use to be everybody's sun, but I guess I'm everyone's dark cloud now. Ooops, I've forgotten that I'm nothing to everyone. Aww. I just need a break. A real long one.
PS. Someone lend me your shoulder to lean on now. Give me a bear hug, because I need to cry in someone's arms right now.
Don't ask,
Friday, September 3, 2010 // 10:05 PM
Sometimes, I just wanna go. I just wanna forget every single thing that have happened. Good and bad. I've had enough. The strength to go on is not something I possess. Fatigue is not able to even express the tiredness of life that I'm experiencing. I just wanna let go of everything I'm holding on, because it means nothing now. Nothing at all. All that I've worked hard for, all that I use to have, all gone.
I used to have As, now I only have Bs and below. I used to be able to play the piano, not anymore. I used to not give up no matter what, but that strength is gone. I wanna sleep and never wake up, because maybe this is some kind of joke. I'm gonna die in my dream/nightmare then wake up tomorrow to reality that don't suck that much. I'm effing delusional. I'll send myself to IMH soon. I can't control myself. Sometimes I have the urge to jump on random people to hug them. I want to cry everything out, but the tears've run out. I stare at blank spaces, thinking of the reason for my existence. Then again, I should already be thankful. I shouldn't be where I am today. I use to be everybody's sun, but I guess I'm everyone's dark cloud now. Ooops, I've forgotten that I'm nothing to everyone. Aww. I just need a break. A real long one.
PS. Someone lend me your shoulder to lean on now. Give me a bear hug, because I need to cry in someone's arms right now.
grew up in a small town,
and when the rain would fall down. i'd just stare out my window.
Hi, my name is MELISSALOKQIANHUI.
I’m currently in BOWEN secondary school, in an awesome class 3e2/4e2
I’m a part of the Bowen Military Band
That’s all you need to know, really.
dreaming of what could be,
and if i'll end up happy, i will pray.
wanna feel the warm breeze,
sleep under a palm tree, feel the rush of the ocean.
