buildings with a hundred floors, spinning 'round revolving doors.
baby i don't know where they'll take me.
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a short profile perhaps ?
a music player or hit counter ?
Disappointed,
Saturday, September 18, 2010 // 1:59 PM
Yeah, I am. By myself. I don't know why I can't do chinese. And why my chinese results suck so much nowadays. I feel like dropping out of school sometimes. I am trying. I'm studying harder, but it seem like there isn't much effect at all. The fact that I'm slow makes it a whole lot worse. Seriously, it just suck. Dyslexia makes it worse. A whole paragraph of words just don't make sense to me no matter how many times I read it. I'm trying hard study, but I'm trying even harder to make myself not give up. How not to give up when I do know I don't belong in an express class? Worse still I'm in the second best class in the level? I'm not even supposed to be in a normal school. I wish I could flap my wings and fly up high. You can do it if you try? God, I should stop listening to RHYTHM OF LIFE. It's making me go mad. Since when I love to try. I should just give up and die. 自甘堕落 all I want.
PS. I hope I can breakdown soon. So that I can be sent away to IMH and not study, face all these shits and be suicidal, because that alone is already suicide.
Disappointed,
Saturday, September 18, 2010 // 1:59 PM
Yeah, I am. By myself. I don't know why I can't do chinese. And why my chinese results suck so much nowadays. I feel like dropping out of school sometimes. I am trying. I'm studying harder, but it seem like there isn't much effect at all. The fact that I'm slow makes it a whole lot worse. Seriously, it just suck. Dyslexia makes it worse. A whole paragraph of words just don't make sense to me no matter how many times I read it. I'm trying hard study, but I'm trying even harder to make myself not give up. How not to give up when I do know I don't belong in an express class? Worse still I'm in the second best class in the level? I'm not even supposed to be in a normal school. I wish I could flap my wings and fly up high. You can do it if you try? God, I should stop listening to RHYTHM OF LIFE. It's making me go mad. Since when I love to try. I should just give up and die. 自甘堕落 all I want.
PS. I hope I can breakdown soon. So that I can be sent away to IMH and not study, face all these shits and be suicidal, because that alone is already suicide.
grew up in a small town,
and when the rain would fall down. i'd just stare out my window.
Hi, my name is MELISSALOKQIANHUI.
I’m currently in BOWEN secondary school, in an awesome class 3e2/4e2
I’m a part of the Bowen Military Band
That’s all you need to know, really.
dreaming of what could be,
and if i'll end up happy, i will pray.
wanna feel the warm breeze,
sleep under a palm tree, feel the rush of the ocean.
