It's boring,
Tuesday, August 24, 2010 // 10:30 PM
I guess this time, reality really hit me hard. I feel like as if I'm slapped in the face, someone screaming at me saying ' Wake up, stop slacking and being complacent. Look what's become of you.' That is really a bad experience. I never want to try that again. I'm going to work hard. I hope I can, I hope I won't be lazy.
Chemistry retest today. I made a few really stupid careless mistakes that made me wanna kill myself because it's really DUMB. I may not get an A for it, but I think passing isn't hard. For once, I really understand chemistry thoroughly. The difference between putting effort in studying and not putting effort at all I guess. I'm slacking now, which is bad. I can't do it. I'm really tired today. There's a chinese idiom test tomorrow.
Hands are like shit. Pain to the max, plus the wrist splints make me look like a retard, everyone can't stop staring. I feel stupid too. I can't carry my bag properly, as in lift it up. I can't hold things properly, can't write properly also. I can't imagine how funny I look to a lot of people. I can't open my bottle. It's funny how life can be. I use to take care of fish, now she's to take care of me. Ahwell. Life.
It's boring,
Tuesday, August 24, 2010 // 10:30 PM
I guess this time, reality really hit me hard. I feel like as if I'm slapped in the face, someone screaming at me saying ' Wake up, stop slacking and being complacent. Look what's become of you.' That is really a bad experience. I never want to try that again. I'm going to work hard. I hope I can, I hope I won't be lazy.
Chemistry retest today. I made a few really stupid careless mistakes that made me wanna kill myself because it's really DUMB. I may not get an A for it, but I think passing isn't hard. For once, I really understand chemistry thoroughly. The difference between putting effort in studying and not putting effort at all I guess. I'm slacking now, which is bad. I can't do it. I'm really tired today. There's a chinese idiom test tomorrow.
Hands are like shit. Pain to the max, plus the wrist splints make me look like a retard, everyone can't stop staring. I feel stupid too. I can't carry my bag properly, as in lift it up. I can't hold things properly, can't write properly also. I can't imagine how funny I look to a lot of people. I can't open my bottle. It's funny how life can be. I use to take care of fish, now she's to take care of me. Ahwell. Life.
grew up in a small town,
and when the rain would fall down. i'd just stare out my window.
Hi, my name is MELISSALOKQIANHUI.
I’m currently in BOWEN secondary school, in an awesome class 3e2/4e2
I’m a part of the Bowen Military Band
That’s all you need to know, really.
dreaming of what could be,
and if i'll end up happy, i will pray.