It happens when you miss someone, and want them too badly. You don't want them anymore.
Sunday, August 8, 2010 // 9:56 PM
It all happens when even Canon in D is in minor key. My life is as hopeless as that. Only, that version of the song goes back into D major key. Mine I guess will either be always in minor, or going downwards to diminished key. Aw, never mind. It's only me being sad anyway.
Ohyeah, I'm finally 15. Sometimes I wonder why 'Happy Birthday'? I'm a year older. It means loads of responsibility are thrown onto my shoulders. I'll have to be more mature, I can't act like I don't care, I can't throw tantrums because I'm still some small kid, I can't cry to anyone just because I am sad. It should be sad. Maybe that's why I never like to celebrate it. Well, nobody celebrates it with me either. This year's birthday is the loneliest and quietest one. Do I mind? I don't really know. Maybe I'm not feeling anything anymore, so it don't matter to me, doesn't bother me. Ahwell, quiet and peaceful birthday. Good enough for me.
PS. I'm sorry. I don't know how to love anyone anymore.
It happens when you miss someone, and want them too badly. You don't want them anymore.
Sunday, August 8, 2010 // 9:56 PM
It all happens when even Canon in D is in minor key. My life is as hopeless as that. Only, that version of the song goes back into D major key. Mine I guess will either be always in minor, or going downwards to diminished key. Aw, never mind. It's only me being sad anyway.
Ohyeah, I'm finally 15. Sometimes I wonder why 'Happy Birthday'? I'm a year older. It means loads of responsibility are thrown onto my shoulders. I'll have to be more mature, I can't act like I don't care, I can't throw tantrums because I'm still some small kid, I can't cry to anyone just because I am sad. It should be sad. Maybe that's why I never like to celebrate it. Well, nobody celebrates it with me either. This year's birthday is the loneliest and quietest one. Do I mind? I don't really know. Maybe I'm not feeling anything anymore, so it don't matter to me, doesn't bother me. Ahwell, quiet and peaceful birthday. Good enough for me.
PS. I'm sorry. I don't know how to love anyone anymore.
grew up in a small town,
and when the rain would fall down. i'd just stare out my window.
Hi, my name is MELISSALOKQIANHUI.
I’m currently in BOWEN secondary school, in an awesome class 3e2/4e2
I’m a part of the Bowen Military Band
That’s all you need to know, really.
dreaming of what could be,
and if i'll end up happy, i will pray.