buildings with a hundred floors, spinning 'round revolving doors.
baby i don't know where they'll take me.
entriesaboutchatlinks
breakaway
a short profile perhaps ?
a music player or hit counter ?
Wish upon a star,
Saturday, July 31, 2010 // 11:30 PM
Never play out all your cards, something that I most probably never learn. Doesn't really matter, does it? Well doing your best, giving your best is always the right thing to do, at least it is to me.
I have to stop thinking, stop ranting about how pathetic I think I am, or I maybe because it doesn't help at all. I'm tired of living life, because it's always a chore when things are not settled, and when there are more than enough unsaid things left to say when you know that there's no chance. Everyday is a misery, everyone knows why for me. I don't really know how to live on when the desperation, the 'want' and 'need' factor is getting more and more prominent in me, and growing stronger day by day. I can't control it, and it's driving me crazy, but who am I to blame, if not myself?
Life is always weird and funny. I'm down in my luck in all ways. I can't write, wrist pains are getting worse, my wrist bones are malaligned. Damn it, but that's life. It happens. I can't do anything about it, but accept it.
PS. I love you.
Wish upon a star,
Saturday, July 31, 2010 // 11:30 PM
Never play out all your cards, something that I most probably never learn. Doesn't really matter, does it? Well doing your best, giving your best is always the right thing to do, at least it is to me.
I have to stop thinking, stop ranting about how pathetic I think I am, or I maybe because it doesn't help at all. I'm tired of living life, because it's always a chore when things are not settled, and when there are more than enough unsaid things left to say when you know that there's no chance. Everyday is a misery, everyone knows why for me. I don't really know how to live on when the desperation, the 'want' and 'need' factor is getting more and more prominent in me, and growing stronger day by day. I can't control it, and it's driving me crazy, but who am I to blame, if not myself?
Life is always weird and funny. I'm down in my luck in all ways. I can't write, wrist pains are getting worse, my wrist bones are malaligned. Damn it, but that's life. It happens. I can't do anything about it, but accept it.
PS. I love you.
grew up in a small town,
and when the rain would fall down. i'd just stare out my window.
Hi, my name is MELISSALOKQIANHUI.
I’m currently in BOWEN secondary school, in an awesome class 3e2/4e2
I’m a part of the Bowen Military Band
That’s all you need to know, really.
dreaming of what could be,
and if i'll end up happy, i will pray.
wanna feel the warm breeze,
sleep under a palm tree, feel the rush of the ocean.
