Sometimes, I just wanna tell you I love you in your face.
Wednesday, July 28, 2010 // 9:31 PM
I'm tired, tired of life, everything. I wish I'm dead. I'm worrying about not dying. If I don't die, I'll go crazy at this rate. Oh forget it, 'cause Mel, life always do suck. Nothing ever'll get better only things around it makes you think they're better.
Oh, so today was a really slack day for me. Practical was fun, though. It's fun to see two handicapped people work together. Yuni's leg's still on cast while I can't move both wrists. Slacked the whole day because I can't hold a pen and write. I spent the whole day staring at the teacher. No Geog test for me, no doing corrections for me, no writing for me. Good thing tomorrow's classes end at 1330, so I won't be bored to death in school. I have a mountain of homework waiting for me and I can't do any. Great timing yeah? When I finally wanted to work a bit harder to do some, yesterday my wrists failed me. Aw, but anyway I'm gonna go for x-ray tomorrow, find out what's wrong and stuff. Wish me luck!
Sometimes, I dream of you asking me if I'm okay, but I'd never ever hear your voice speaking to me again.
PS. I love you, I really need you now. Come back. I know you won't. But I'd always wish.
Sometimes, I just wanna tell you I love you in your face.
Wednesday, July 28, 2010 // 9:31 PM
I'm tired, tired of life, everything. I wish I'm dead. I'm worrying about not dying. If I don't die, I'll go crazy at this rate. Oh forget it, 'cause Mel, life always do suck. Nothing ever'll get better only things around it makes you think they're better.
Oh, so today was a really slack day for me. Practical was fun, though. It's fun to see two handicapped people work together. Yuni's leg's still on cast while I can't move both wrists. Slacked the whole day because I can't hold a pen and write. I spent the whole day staring at the teacher. No Geog test for me, no doing corrections for me, no writing for me. Good thing tomorrow's classes end at 1330, so I won't be bored to death in school. I have a mountain of homework waiting for me and I can't do any. Great timing yeah? When I finally wanted to work a bit harder to do some, yesterday my wrists failed me. Aw, but anyway I'm gonna go for x-ray tomorrow, find out what's wrong and stuff. Wish me luck!
Sometimes, I dream of you asking me if I'm okay, but I'd never ever hear your voice speaking to me again.
PS. I love you, I really need you now. Come back. I know you won't. But I'd always wish.
grew up in a small town,
and when the rain would fall down. i'd just stare out my window.
Hi, my name is MELISSALOKQIANHUI.
I’m currently in BOWEN secondary school, in an awesome class 3e2/4e2
I’m a part of the Bowen Military Band
That’s all you need to know, really.