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spinning 'round revolving doors.
baby i don't know where they'll take me.

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breakaway
a short profile perhaps ?
a music player or hit counter ?
I wish, I pray...
Monday, July 26, 2010 // 9:54 PM

It doesn't matter anymore. Things are different, way more different than I can even comprehend. So yes, life sucks, but I'd gotta find some way to pick myself up, don't I? I'm just tired of how nothing seems right, nothing ever do, nothing ever will. I'll always just screw something up. It really do suck. Math, my best performing subject, and I just screwed my Add. Math common test. I can never be such an disappointment. Some many pin high hopes on me, and I just blew it all up. I don't know how to describe this feeling, because it's beyond my ability to even understand fully how disgusting I am. I'm utterly disgusted by myself. I don't know what to say, but it's just too bad isn't it? Saying YES, I'm an effing good-for-nothing, I can't bloody do my work/study, I can't play the piano anymore because I just fucking suck. It's just too bad. I guess I'll just have to accept the fact that I'm never ever good for anything. FML.