I only need your presence baby,
Tuesday, July 6, 2010 // 10:29 PM
Today sucked to the max. I ran 2.4 alone with some sec 4s from Karen's class. I actually passed. Can you imagine that? First time I've ever finished running 2.4. I passed. Not with brilliant timing, but still passed. 17.55 minutes. Acceptable? Think so. I didn't faint, by miracle.
Today was a really boring day. Fish was sick, and I was all alone in english, so it does. SUCK. Math was g=okay. Did the quiz, found it okay. Nobody actually bothered about the no-discussion rule. Everyone was talking. It's funny. Social Studies really sucked, because I don't know a word Mrs Tan is talking about. Missed both lessons last week. So yeah, missed out loads loads. I don't feel like doing my homework which sucks.
It may seem like a normal day today, but I was upside down inside. Don't need to ask. Well, life is stupid. I don't know why half the things are happening. I'm mad, losing myself. I promised myself not to, but I can't help it. Failure? YEAH, I am one. Disgusted by myself a lot.
Seeing you get into trouble breaks it again. It matters to you. I know it does. You don't want to disappoint them. It upsets you. And to me, seeing you upset is as painful as getting banged down by a car. To exchange your happiness, I don't mind giving up anything I have. I don't know why you did that when you see me. You're the one who wanted to be friends, but now? It seems like we're afraid of each other. Till now, six months, I still love you. I still haven't let go. Talk to me, will you? Please? At least let me know what you're thinking, how you're feeling about this. It's really painful for me, maybe for you too. If you ever read this, I know you won't. But I just hope, you'll tell me soon. Last year, you're my Christmas wish, the best present I can ever receive. I wish for the same thing for my birthday. I love you.
I only need your presence baby,
Tuesday, July 6, 2010 // 10:29 PM
Today sucked to the max. I ran 2.4 alone with some sec 4s from Karen's class. I actually passed. Can you imagine that? First time I've ever finished running 2.4. I passed. Not with brilliant timing, but still passed. 17.55 minutes. Acceptable? Think so. I didn't faint, by miracle.
Today was a really boring day. Fish was sick, and I was all alone in english, so it does. SUCK. Math was g=okay. Did the quiz, found it okay. Nobody actually bothered about the no-discussion rule. Everyone was talking. It's funny. Social Studies really sucked, because I don't know a word Mrs Tan is talking about. Missed both lessons last week. So yeah, missed out loads loads. I don't feel like doing my homework which sucks.
It may seem like a normal day today, but I was upside down inside. Don't need to ask. Well, life is stupid. I don't know why half the things are happening. I'm mad, losing myself. I promised myself not to, but I can't help it. Failure? YEAH, I am one. Disgusted by myself a lot.
Seeing you get into trouble breaks it again. It matters to you. I know it does. You don't want to disappoint them. It upsets you. And to me, seeing you upset is as painful as getting banged down by a car. To exchange your happiness, I don't mind giving up anything I have. I don't know why you did that when you see me. You're the one who wanted to be friends, but now? It seems like we're afraid of each other. Till now, six months, I still love you. I still haven't let go. Talk to me, will you? Please? At least let me know what you're thinking, how you're feeling about this. It's really painful for me, maybe for you too. If you ever read this, I know you won't. But I just hope, you'll tell me soon. Last year, you're my Christmas wish, the best present I can ever receive. I wish for the same thing for my birthday. I love you.
grew up in a small town,
and when the rain would fall down. i'd just stare out my window.
Hi, my name is MELISSALOKQIANHUI.
I’m currently in BOWEN secondary school, in an awesome class 3e2/4e2
I’m a part of the Bowen Military Band
That’s all you need to know, really.
