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Thursday, June 10, 2010 // 10:13 PM
I'm finally back, not that I want to be. It's gonna be damn boring, no it is damn boring. Fish is still in Japan, nobody to get high with and lame with till late night. Nobody is free to go out with me, which is more than freaking pathetic. Kill me.
Church camp was great, learnt a lot of things and it did distract me quite a lot. So yeah, I feel better. Not like anything good happened, but instead something bad. Oh, FML. The bad thing about this year's camp is that XY wasn't there, so yeah. I was damn bored and lonely. Nobody to bitch with, nobody to gossip with, nobody to play with, sleep late with and camwhore with. Nobody to shop with too. Heh. Sucks right? When bestie isn't there to be your room mate. Learnt a lot of things from the sermons, which actually is a very good thing. I didn't even snooze at all. I don't even know how that was done. Malacca rocks, I loved the Chendol. The one a the riverside. LOL. I bet I've gained lotsa weight. Time to exercise. Shit, I feel like eating Subway, and apparently nobody's gonna accompany me. SUCKS TTM.
Life's nothing but an irony. 'The person you end up needing the most is the person you swore you never wanted in the first place.' Yeah, you can guess how much life sucks right? I don't know why this sudden thing you know, it makes me feel loads and loads more pathetic than usual. Not miserable, but pathetic. Gosh, XY's gonna put up with my crap again. Yeah, I'm feeling sorry about it already, especially when she dislikes that person, so yeah. It's gonna be a lot worse for her. Why, why? At this time. Maybe it's a good sign, maybe it's gonna turn out good/well, maybe it shows that I'm letting go of the past, I'm moving on. I don't know. I'm just bloody frightened and confused about what's happening and what's gonna happen.
PS. I love my new Doraemon soft toy.
PPS. What if the pooh bear falls in love with playing with fire? Will the fireman come and rescue her from the danger?
Thursday, June 10, 2010 // 10:13 PM
I'm finally back, not that I want to be. It's gonna be damn boring, no it is damn boring. Fish is still in Japan, nobody to get high with and lame with till late night. Nobody is free to go out with me, which is more than freaking pathetic. Kill me.
Church camp was great, learnt a lot of things and it did distract me quite a lot. So yeah, I feel better. Not like anything good happened, but instead something bad. Oh, FML. The bad thing about this year's camp is that XY wasn't there, so yeah. I was damn bored and lonely. Nobody to bitch with, nobody to gossip with, nobody to play with, sleep late with and camwhore with. Nobody to shop with too. Heh. Sucks right? When bestie isn't there to be your room mate. Learnt a lot of things from the sermons, which actually is a very good thing. I didn't even snooze at all. I don't even know how that was done. Malacca rocks, I loved the Chendol. The one a the riverside. LOL. I bet I've gained lotsa weight. Time to exercise. Shit, I feel like eating Subway, and apparently nobody's gonna accompany me. SUCKS TTM.
Life's nothing but an irony. 'The person you end up needing the most is the person you swore you never wanted in the first place.' Yeah, you can guess how much life sucks right? I don't know why this sudden thing you know, it makes me feel loads and loads more pathetic than usual. Not miserable, but pathetic. Gosh, XY's gonna put up with my crap again. Yeah, I'm feeling sorry about it already, especially when she dislikes that person, so yeah. It's gonna be a lot worse for her. Why, why? At this time. Maybe it's a good sign, maybe it's gonna turn out good/well, maybe it shows that I'm letting go of the past, I'm moving on. I don't know. I'm just bloody frightened and confused about what's happening and what's gonna happen.
PS. I love my new Doraemon soft toy.
PPS. What if the pooh bear falls in love with playing with fire? Will the fireman come and rescue her from the danger?
grew up in a small town,
and when the rain would fall down. i'd just stare out my window.
Hi, my name is MELISSALOKQIANHUI.
I’m currently in BOWEN secondary school, in an awesome class 3e2/4e2
I’m a part of the Bowen Military Band
That’s all you need to know, really.
dreaming of what could be,
and if i'll end up happy, i will pray.
wanna feel the warm breeze,
sleep under a palm tree, feel the rush of the ocean.
