Saturday, May 8, 2010 // 10:28 PM
'Cause ten years ago, I was that girl wanting to be loved. And today, that girl still wants to be loved, but the only thing changed is that she now knows that there's nothing called love. The difference the world has made to someone. Everything's a lie, made beautiful into a delusion that it's true.
I'm in love with A cappella music. Straight No Chaser's christmas music. Yes, it helps me to relax. LISTENING TO CHRISTMAS MUSIC MAKES ME SMILE. I love christmas. Haha... The season when everyone falls in love. That's what everyone thinks. I don't think that will ever happen to me again. Christmas blinds people, wrong judgements are always made then. It always happen like that, never fall in love if don't want to get hurt. Like as if that's possible. Even married people hurt each other. Sometimes I do miss the feeling of being attached, to the right people at that point of time at least. I don't deny the fact that it's nice to be taken care of, but what comes after that short period of sweetness is not something I would want to experience. Haha... Protecting yourself isn't wrong, but I'm too crazy about it. Makes me crazily paranoid over stuff. Falling in love is my favourite song, still. Ironic? Yeah. Very. It's the exact feeling. Never ever fall for someone that don't love you. But that's what we always do. Why, oh why? If things are too easy to get, why would you want it?
Things are getting better for me. I'm not feeling anything anymore. The numbness of what has happened managed to cure the pain. Time heals? No, it just blinds you of the pain because you've grown immune to it. It cures when you be strong and face the problem, and that'll only happen eons later. Whatever happens now don't matter to me anymore, since life is already meaningless, what else means something? It's over. *LAUGHS*
PS. Let me marry a pilot that can fly me everyday and I'll live happily ever after, like in those fairytales. (I'VE OBVIOUSLY LOST MY MIND)
Saturday, May 8, 2010 // 10:28 PM
'Cause ten years ago, I was that girl wanting to be loved. And today, that girl still wants to be loved, but the only thing changed is that she now knows that there's nothing called love. The difference the world has made to someone. Everything's a lie, made beautiful into a delusion that it's true.
I'm in love with A cappella music. Straight No Chaser's christmas music. Yes, it helps me to relax. LISTENING TO CHRISTMAS MUSIC MAKES ME SMILE. I love christmas. Haha... The season when everyone falls in love. That's what everyone thinks. I don't think that will ever happen to me again. Christmas blinds people, wrong judgements are always made then. It always happen like that, never fall in love if don't want to get hurt. Like as if that's possible. Even married people hurt each other. Sometimes I do miss the feeling of being attached, to the right people at that point of time at least. I don't deny the fact that it's nice to be taken care of, but what comes after that short period of sweetness is not something I would want to experience. Haha... Protecting yourself isn't wrong, but I'm too crazy about it. Makes me crazily paranoid over stuff. Falling in love is my favourite song, still. Ironic? Yeah. Very. It's the exact feeling. Never ever fall for someone that don't love you. But that's what we always do. Why, oh why? If things are too easy to get, why would you want it?
Things are getting better for me. I'm not feeling anything anymore. The numbness of what has happened managed to cure the pain. Time heals? No, it just blinds you of the pain because you've grown immune to it. It cures when you be strong and face the problem, and that'll only happen eons later. Whatever happens now don't matter to me anymore, since life is already meaningless, what else means something? It's over. *LAUGHS*
PS. Let me marry a pilot that can fly me everyday and I'll live happily ever after, like in those fairytales. (I'VE OBVIOUSLY LOST MY MIND)
grew up in a small town,
and when the rain would fall down. i'd just stare out my window.
Hi, my name is MELISSALOKQIANHUI.
I’m currently in BOWEN secondary school, in an awesome class 3e2/4e2
I’m a part of the Bowen Military Band
That’s all you need to know, really.