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buildings with a hundred floors,
spinning 'round revolving doors.
baby i don't know where they'll take me.

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breakaway
a short profile perhaps ?
a music player or hit counter ?
Wednesday, April 21, 2010 // 10:25 PM

I am pissing everyone off with that few short sentences. 'I don't give a damn anymore. Just let me go. Give me up. I hate hanging on on something where there's no hope. I've gotta go one day anyway. Just let me go. It's my life.' Jake doesn't want to talk to me because of that, so yeah. IT'S BAD.

Sometimes, it's really time to say goodbye. I don't even know what's happening, and I just get blamed for what others have done. Yes, misunderstanding. That's just a nice term. They're just being nice. I'm not nice. I don't want to be nice. I've had enough. I can't stand it no more. I don't want to be toyed. Is it wrong to even make choices for myself? I don't want to get hurt. 4 times. Isn't it enough? How much more pain must you inflict on me? I don't know what will happen from now onwards, since so little time is what I have left.

Painful, but life goes on. I can't help it anymore. I'm getting more and more day by day. I've never slept in class unless I'm sick. And in the past 15 years, when I'm sick, I've only fell asleep once in class. Now, I just can't help it. I'm useless. For once, I can't even study. I can't even stay awake in class. What kind of person am I? How to not give up on myself. I'm sick of trying. I don't have any strength left. There's nothing for me to fight for. Nothing anymore.

Why until now, you're still there, in my heart? You don't care, you never will, you never did. So why do I care? Because I'm an complete idiot.

Somewhere over the rainbow, way up high. That's where I'll soon be.