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Tuesday, March 2, 2010 // 10:34 PM
I missed it, no Cs this time round. I can smile, but I'm still upset. I failed my Geography, expected it was, so I managed to hold back my tears. I did well for SS, pulled my grades up. B4, for combined humanities. Not that bad. My results are barely acceptable for my standards. Maybe I was really distracted, by matters of the heart during that period. I was still crying over stupid things, thinking suicide over, God knows why, and it wasn't full swing study mood. I didn't throw anything at anyone, so yeah. No full swing yet. I wonder to be happy about that or not.
Happy day, no matter how tiring and upsetting the day part was. Day, as a whole was nice. I enjoyed the evening part. Haha... End well, start bad? I don't really care. It's always nice to have your friends SURPRISING you under your block after a long day of studying and band (it wasn't long, my lessons ended damn late today), you feel like dying because of your bad day (thanks to my freaking bad results) and a burning throat that compels you to sing contralto when you're supposed to sing soprano, you miss your best friends, 'cause they're away, the closest one was separated from you since Saturday. It suck. Trust me, it does. Love the guys, their stupidity to be a wee-bit more exact. At least it made me laugh. They have the ability to do it. I must thank the girls for avenging for me. Those idiots dropped me six times, and yes. MY BUTT HURTS. I dropped myself because I'm afraid of heights. You don't get it, then too bad. I just simply jumped off G's arms. Shocked him and I landed on my butt. I was too much high up, away from the ground. Damn freaked out. I still love my candies, but no, I can't eat them until my fever subsides and my throat gets better. Before I get nagged to death, I shall learn to take care of myself. I'm a magnet to accidents. According to G, that's why he can't stop calling me from Essex, making sure I'm alive everyday, despite me having three bodyguards, he's still worried. *ROLLS EYES* It's still nice when someone is genuinely concerned about you. The girls were so much fun. We discussed on how to torture boyfriends, how to make them feel like shit and the best part was gossiping, as usual. We're girls. I can't sing with them, so I feel sad. Forever is over is ringing in my ears, but I'm not suited to sing that anymore. Since my heart isn't halved. I miss Desiree's smile too much.
G, thanks for that hug today. I needed it too much. Yeah, you were right. I cried. At least I felt better after it, so DON'T COMPLAIN. Don't worry, no candies. I swear. Thanks for hugging me despite how dirty, sweaty and smelly I was. I smelt like you when I went up. You use too much perfume. Haha.. No doubt. I have a million things to tell you, I know I should, but please be patient. You know we can't quarrel, we'll just fall apart. We know why. Remember what I've said just now. I mean every word. Don't worry about my flu. I won't die tomorrow. I don't have tetanus remember? Get sleep tonight, I know you'll read this before it turns 11.
Tuesday, March 2, 2010 // 10:34 PM
I missed it, no Cs this time round. I can smile, but I'm still upset. I failed my Geography, expected it was, so I managed to hold back my tears. I did well for SS, pulled my grades up. B4, for combined humanities. Not that bad. My results are barely acceptable for my standards. Maybe I was really distracted, by matters of the heart during that period. I was still crying over stupid things, thinking suicide over, God knows why, and it wasn't full swing study mood. I didn't throw anything at anyone, so yeah. No full swing yet. I wonder to be happy about that or not.
Happy day, no matter how tiring and upsetting the day part was. Day, as a whole was nice. I enjoyed the evening part. Haha... End well, start bad? I don't really care. It's always nice to have your friends SURPRISING you under your block after a long day of studying and band (it wasn't long, my lessons ended damn late today), you feel like dying because of your bad day (thanks to my freaking bad results) and a burning throat that compels you to sing contralto when you're supposed to sing soprano, you miss your best friends, 'cause they're away, the closest one was separated from you since Saturday. It suck. Trust me, it does. Love the guys, their stupidity to be a wee-bit more exact. At least it made me laugh. They have the ability to do it. I must thank the girls for avenging for me. Those idiots dropped me six times, and yes. MY BUTT HURTS. I dropped myself because I'm afraid of heights. You don't get it, then too bad. I just simply jumped off G's arms. Shocked him and I landed on my butt. I was too much high up, away from the ground. Damn freaked out. I still love my candies, but no, I can't eat them until my fever subsides and my throat gets better. Before I get nagged to death, I shall learn to take care of myself. I'm a magnet to accidents. According to G, that's why he can't stop calling me from Essex, making sure I'm alive everyday, despite me having three bodyguards, he's still worried. *ROLLS EYES* It's still nice when someone is genuinely concerned about you. The girls were so much fun. We discussed on how to torture boyfriends, how to make them feel like shit and the best part was gossiping, as usual. We're girls. I can't sing with them, so I feel sad. Forever is over is ringing in my ears, but I'm not suited to sing that anymore. Since my heart isn't halved. I miss Desiree's smile too much.
G, thanks for that hug today. I needed it too much. Yeah, you were right. I cried. At least I felt better after it, so DON'T COMPLAIN. Don't worry, no candies. I swear. Thanks for hugging me despite how dirty, sweaty and smelly I was. I smelt like you when I went up. You use too much perfume. Haha.. No doubt. I have a million things to tell you, I know I should, but please be patient. You know we can't quarrel, we'll just fall apart. We know why. Remember what I've said just now. I mean every word. Don't worry about my flu. I won't die tomorrow. I don't have tetanus remember? Get sleep tonight, I know you'll read this before it turns 11.
grew up in a small town,
and when the rain would fall down. i'd just stare out my window.
Hi, my name is MELISSALOKQIANHUI.
I’m currently in BOWEN secondary school, in an awesome class 3e2/4e2
I’m a part of the Bowen Military Band
That’s all you need to know, really.
dreaming of what could be,
and if i'll end up happy, i will pray.
wanna feel the warm breeze,
sleep under a palm tree, feel the rush of the ocean.
