Wednesday, March 3, 2010 // 4:58 PM
I hate the weather. I'm getting more and more ill by the day. It's just deteriorating. My health. No signs of recovery at all. That suck. It really do. I just hate it when I fall ill. I had to cancel everything, stay in and rest no matter what. I didn't even have the strength to stand up and get out of bed just now. I woke up at 8. That's pathetic. Half and hour late. I was supposed to wake up at 7.30. My voice is getting worse. I don't know why. Well, the date is nearing. I'm gonna embarrass myself on Friday night. A soprano singer singing everything in contralto voice. EMBARRASSING.
School sucked. It's a real boring day. I don't understand chemistry. I'm taking pure chemistry, so I might as well go commit suicide now. Thanks to the school, that doesn't offer combined chemistry and biology, I can't drop to combined sciences if I really fail. I'm gonna work harder. It's distracting, with my Twilight, my cousin's Twilight book underneath my desk. I can't help it. I'll just start reading ignoring everyone, everything happening around me. I almost got scolded yesterday by Mrs Li. She thought I was sms-ing. Haha... 'Cause it does look like I am.
Funny thing today. My hair. Again. Mrs Azlan asked me while we were copying notes during Biology, in front of class, why I cut my hair. I can't stop laughing. After that was Geography. Ms Suan was so shocked to see me, she said quite loudly with the shocked expression (which I thought was damn funny and cute) 'Melissa, you cut your hair?' Then the class was laughing. I was laughing. Is it that much of a difference that everyone was so shocked when they see my hair?
Good news, for me. I'm gonna send my phone for repair later. I'm really tired, I wanna sleep now, but for my phone, I shan't. I love the motorola phone. I love flip phones. I don't know why, but I just love them for no good reason I can think of. I'm not used to it, and my contacts are lost. Most of them. I hope I can convince my mummy to let me buy the books. Yeah, Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse and Breaking Dawn. I'm paying myself as usual. Hopefully she will allow, since she's forever complaining that I don't read. Haha... Let's pray.
PS. I still want to hear the truth, whether you're living only in my memory now, or not. I know you'll never tell me. I still have hopes. Stupid me.
Wednesday, March 3, 2010 // 4:58 PM
I hate the weather. I'm getting more and more ill by the day. It's just deteriorating. My health. No signs of recovery at all. That suck. It really do. I just hate it when I fall ill. I had to cancel everything, stay in and rest no matter what. I didn't even have the strength to stand up and get out of bed just now. I woke up at 8. That's pathetic. Half and hour late. I was supposed to wake up at 7.30. My voice is getting worse. I don't know why. Well, the date is nearing. I'm gonna embarrass myself on Friday night. A soprano singer singing everything in contralto voice. EMBARRASSING.
School sucked. It's a real boring day. I don't understand chemistry. I'm taking pure chemistry, so I might as well go commit suicide now. Thanks to the school, that doesn't offer combined chemistry and biology, I can't drop to combined sciences if I really fail. I'm gonna work harder. It's distracting, with my Twilight, my cousin's Twilight book underneath my desk. I can't help it. I'll just start reading ignoring everyone, everything happening around me. I almost got scolded yesterday by Mrs Li. She thought I was sms-ing. Haha... 'Cause it does look like I am.
Funny thing today. My hair. Again. Mrs Azlan asked me while we were copying notes during Biology, in front of class, why I cut my hair. I can't stop laughing. After that was Geography. Ms Suan was so shocked to see me, she said quite loudly with the shocked expression (which I thought was damn funny and cute) 'Melissa, you cut your hair?' Then the class was laughing. I was laughing. Is it that much of a difference that everyone was so shocked when they see my hair?
Good news, for me. I'm gonna send my phone for repair later. I'm really tired, I wanna sleep now, but for my phone, I shan't. I love the motorola phone. I love flip phones. I don't know why, but I just love them for no good reason I can think of. I'm not used to it, and my contacts are lost. Most of them. I hope I can convince my mummy to let me buy the books. Yeah, Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse and Breaking Dawn. I'm paying myself as usual. Hopefully she will allow, since she's forever complaining that I don't read. Haha... Let's pray.
PS. I still want to hear the truth, whether you're living only in my memory now, or not. I know you'll never tell me. I still have hopes. Stupid me.
grew up in a small town,
and when the rain would fall down. i'd just stare out my window.
Hi, my name is MELISSALOKQIANHUI.
I’m currently in BOWEN secondary school, in an awesome class 3e2/4e2
I’m a part of the Bowen Military Band
That’s all you need to know, really.
