Friday, February 5, 2010 // 10:24 PM
It's just shit. Really shit. I don't know what else to feel. I've been such an asshole, such a bitch to everyone these days. I don't know why I'm like that. I'm just throwing tantrums all the time and everyone around just has to suffer and get bombed by me. I'm really really sorry. I've been trying to be alone a lot, away from all those that really care for me. I'm really sorry, but I know I'll disappoint you people. I know I can't answer what you're gonna ask me. I know I don't want to face the reality. I don't even know what's the reality. I'm just lost, and all alone. I don't know. I'm really sorry everyone.
PS. It's never the truth from anyone.
Friday, February 5, 2010 // 10:24 PM
It's just shit. Really shit. I don't know what else to feel. I've been such an asshole, such a bitch to everyone these days. I don't know why I'm like that. I'm just throwing tantrums all the time and everyone around just has to suffer and get bombed by me. I'm really really sorry. I've been trying to be alone a lot, away from all those that really care for me. I'm really sorry, but I know I'll disappoint you people. I know I can't answer what you're gonna ask me. I know I don't want to face the reality. I don't even know what's the reality. I'm just lost, and all alone. I don't know. I'm really sorry everyone.
PS. It's never the truth from anyone.
grew up in a small town,
and when the rain would fall down. i'd just stare out my window.
Hi, my name is MELISSALOKQIANHUI.
I’m currently in BOWEN secondary school, in an awesome class 3e2/4e2
I’m a part of the Bowen Military Band
That’s all you need to know, really.
dreaming of what could be,
and if i'll end up happy, i will pray.