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Tuesday, February 23, 2010 // 11:13 PM
I'm so so screwed. It's just weird. I didn't know how to do the chemistry paper at all. I finished first n class, I think. That's because I don't know how to do the paper. I just scribbled on it and gave up. Slept immediately after finishing. I don't want to look at the freaking paper anymore. I'll cry if I do. I'm gonna do so badly, how can I not cry? And it's not that I'm lazy, but because I really don't get a thing. Say I'll die, I hate E-math paper. It was pretty much fine, but I'm just insecured about that. Keep on worrying, stupid bitch. Tomorrow's A-math and Biology, hopefully things will be better. Last day of the common tests. I shall press on!
I miss a thousand people now. I don't know why. I miss Ian's sister love, I miss Ivan's hair to play with. He's the only one who allows me to bully him. Haha.. I miss talking to Shan, he never fails to make me feel better, my big brother. I miss Desiree, I miss how we hug and cry with each other over that same old thing, we never get sick of it. I miss how Shannon and Danielle gossips about others with us. I miss Tristen's funny faces whenever I need a smile. I miss Jake's thigh which I always sleep on, his bear hugs and his patience whenever I cry. I DON'T MISS HIS MAN EGO. I miss seeing Geogry gay with Jake, I miss how he loves to make fun of me and get pissed by me not getting pissed and laughing all the time. I miss Jovina's matured advice, it always calms me down and make me ponder. I miss XY's laughter. She always makes me wanna laugh with her. I guess that's all you think about when life sucks, and you're really down. This simple, sweet memories makes you smile. Just one smile, it brightens you up. At least a little. I'm much more positive now. That's all I can do, besides feeling like shit. Hopefully, I'll find the strength to continue treading on my path, no matter whether it's a difficult one or not, soon. I still haven't memorised my lyrics. Haha... I don't look at me anymore. Guess what it means. Hahahaha...
PS. I'm qualified to not tie my hair for choir. Damn the no-longer than 3 inches below shoulder or you'll have to twist you hair rule. Haha...
Tuesday, February 23, 2010 // 11:13 PM
I'm so so screwed. It's just weird. I didn't know how to do the chemistry paper at all. I finished first n class, I think. That's because I don't know how to do the paper. I just scribbled on it and gave up. Slept immediately after finishing. I don't want to look at the freaking paper anymore. I'll cry if I do. I'm gonna do so badly, how can I not cry? And it's not that I'm lazy, but because I really don't get a thing. Say I'll die, I hate E-math paper. It was pretty much fine, but I'm just insecured about that. Keep on worrying, stupid bitch. Tomorrow's A-math and Biology, hopefully things will be better. Last day of the common tests. I shall press on!
I miss a thousand people now. I don't know why. I miss Ian's sister love, I miss Ivan's hair to play with. He's the only one who allows me to bully him. Haha.. I miss talking to Shan, he never fails to make me feel better, my big brother. I miss Desiree, I miss how we hug and cry with each other over that same old thing, we never get sick of it. I miss how Shannon and Danielle gossips about others with us. I miss Tristen's funny faces whenever I need a smile. I miss Jake's thigh which I always sleep on, his bear hugs and his patience whenever I cry. I DON'T MISS HIS MAN EGO. I miss seeing Geogry gay with Jake, I miss how he loves to make fun of me and get pissed by me not getting pissed and laughing all the time. I miss Jovina's matured advice, it always calms me down and make me ponder. I miss XY's laughter. She always makes me wanna laugh with her. I guess that's all you think about when life sucks, and you're really down. This simple, sweet memories makes you smile. Just one smile, it brightens you up. At least a little. I'm much more positive now. That's all I can do, besides feeling like shit. Hopefully, I'll find the strength to continue treading on my path, no matter whether it's a difficult one or not, soon. I still haven't memorised my lyrics. Haha... I don't look at me anymore. Guess what it means. Hahahaha...
PS. I'm qualified to not tie my hair for choir. Damn the no-longer than 3 inches below shoulder or you'll have to twist you hair rule. Haha...
grew up in a small town,
and when the rain would fall down. i'd just stare out my window.
Hi, my name is MELISSALOKQIANHUI.
I’m currently in BOWEN secondary school, in an awesome class 3e2/4e2
I’m a part of the Bowen Military Band
That’s all you need to know, really.
dreaming of what could be,
and if i'll end up happy, i will pray.
wanna feel the warm breeze,
sleep under a palm tree, feel the rush of the ocean.
