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Wednesday, February 17, 2010 // 6:55 PM
I'm really happy today. I don't know why. I've failed to study hard and do well for my Geography test. I haven't done my homework, it's freaking 29 pages of chemistry. I should've been so happy about a month ago. Taking a step forward, finally after a long hibernation in my bed, being depressed about almost everything. When it's time to let go, you just let go. I didn't expect it to happen so fast, but since it is happening right now, might as well be a happy person and let go. I don't think it's gonna be mine.
Today was really mixed up and messed up. I screwed almost everything. Managed to shed a tiny tear. Felt loads better. It's just one tear, mind you. I'm feeling loads loads loads better. I've let go of everything. To hell with all those fakers, if you don't care, then don't act. I don't need your sympathy. I'm fine alone. It's me. I still have my awesome threesome. Sounds wrong, but the whole world knows that my two best friends are gay partners, and they most prolly love me more than each other. Haha... I have so many rebounds, sort of. Studying helps me to ignore everything, but I don't think I'll do well for my common tests. I'm dying, thanks to all the stress. Who cares? Yes, I'm stressed out, but there's nothing I can do. For three freaking long years, I'm still like that. As happy as before, I don't care about everything. Yes, I do get upset and cry, but I'm fine within seconds. A bet that I'm gonna lose - a boyfriend before my birthday. What the hell? I've lost when I bet on it. Girls, I hate you. Desiree just broke up with me, I'm still sad. Hahahahahaha... Truth or dare sucks. I have like six month to do the dare. Who actually dares someone to find a boyfriend? Weird girls. I'm gonna study with Terence tomorrow, hopefully something comes out of it. I'll bite if he decides to irritate me or distract me. Haha... I miss Geogry out of the sudden. I'm seeing him tomorrow, or not? I need hugssss. Smile more to get hugs. Stupid Geogry taught me that. Choir, choir. I still haven't memorise cherish the treasure. Why am I always the one singing solo? It's so freaking unfair. I want to cry. Too bad, it's my bestie's wedding. I have a few weeks before full dress rehearsal one. JYs, Melsi!
Wednesday, February 17, 2010 // 6:55 PM
I'm really happy today. I don't know why. I've failed to study hard and do well for my Geography test. I haven't done my homework, it's freaking 29 pages of chemistry. I should've been so happy about a month ago. Taking a step forward, finally after a long hibernation in my bed, being depressed about almost everything. When it's time to let go, you just let go. I didn't expect it to happen so fast, but since it is happening right now, might as well be a happy person and let go. I don't think it's gonna be mine.
Today was really mixed up and messed up. I screwed almost everything. Managed to shed a tiny tear. Felt loads better. It's just one tear, mind you. I'm feeling loads loads loads better. I've let go of everything. To hell with all those fakers, if you don't care, then don't act. I don't need your sympathy. I'm fine alone. It's me. I still have my awesome threesome. Sounds wrong, but the whole world knows that my two best friends are gay partners, and they most prolly love me more than each other. Haha... I have so many rebounds, sort of. Studying helps me to ignore everything, but I don't think I'll do well for my common tests. I'm dying, thanks to all the stress. Who cares? Yes, I'm stressed out, but there's nothing I can do. For three freaking long years, I'm still like that. As happy as before, I don't care about everything. Yes, I do get upset and cry, but I'm fine within seconds. A bet that I'm gonna lose - a boyfriend before my birthday. What the hell? I've lost when I bet on it. Girls, I hate you. Desiree just broke up with me, I'm still sad. Hahahahahaha... Truth or dare sucks. I have like six month to do the dare. Who actually dares someone to find a boyfriend? Weird girls. I'm gonna study with Terence tomorrow, hopefully something comes out of it. I'll bite if he decides to irritate me or distract me. Haha... I miss Geogry out of the sudden. I'm seeing him tomorrow, or not? I need hugssss. Smile more to get hugs. Stupid Geogry taught me that. Choir, choir. I still haven't memorise cherish the treasure. Why am I always the one singing solo? It's so freaking unfair. I want to cry. Too bad, it's my bestie's wedding. I have a few weeks before full dress rehearsal one. JYs, Melsi!
grew up in a small town,
and when the rain would fall down. i'd just stare out my window.
Hi, my name is MELISSALOKQIANHUI.
I’m currently in BOWEN secondary school, in an awesome class 3e2/4e2
I’m a part of the Bowen Military Band
That’s all you need to know, really.
dreaming of what could be,
and if i'll end up happy, i will pray.
wanna feel the warm breeze,
sleep under a palm tree, feel the rush of the ocean.