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Thursday, February 11, 2010 // 10:58 PM
I'm attached to my books now. Studying really sucks. Books are bad bad bad boyfriends, the worse of the lot. Well, I don't have a choice but to stick with them until common tests are over. I can't imagine myself carrying my books all over the place to study for examinations while going out on CNY. Kinda sucky. I remembered how much I pity the others for doing that last time. I'm gonna pity myself this year. I'm not going out to celebrate Valentines' Day, yeah. Pathetic enough, I'm not even going out with my friends. The girls will be on their way to Genting tomorrow already. I'm gonna miss them, because there isn't anyone to sing with me anymore. For a few days. I'm not going to go out with Jake, Geogry, Shan and Tristen, obviously they are gonna do something this year. Maybe crazier than last year. No no no, I don't have a death wish. I won't attempt to kill myself by having a heart attack by their surprises. Last year's one was terrible enough. It's weird to have so many people doting on you, trying to cheer you up. I appreciate the thought, but I really want to be with nobody, but myself on that day. Haha... Weird, but yes. It's kinda funny lah.
I really don't care about everything nowadays. I'm really tired everyday when I come back home. The only thing I wanna do is sleep. I don't sleep, but I just don't have the energy to do anything. Especially homework. My brain isn't functioning. Sucky sucky. I've been lying on the bed reading my textbook and scolding every single idiot who is stupid enough to call me. I cant practice piano thanks to my wrists. It's hard to play. I'm having a lot of sugar rushes lately, damn scary. I'm gonna freak more people out. I don't care. Haha... I better go sleep and sleep or rest and rest now.
PS. If you think it works this way, avoiding me unknowingly helps you. I don't know what to say. I can only shake my head, and shed a tear.
Thursday, February 11, 2010 // 10:58 PM
I'm attached to my books now. Studying really sucks. Books are bad bad bad boyfriends, the worse of the lot. Well, I don't have a choice but to stick with them until common tests are over. I can't imagine myself carrying my books all over the place to study for examinations while going out on CNY. Kinda sucky. I remembered how much I pity the others for doing that last time. I'm gonna pity myself this year. I'm not going out to celebrate Valentines' Day, yeah. Pathetic enough, I'm not even going out with my friends. The girls will be on their way to Genting tomorrow already. I'm gonna miss them, because there isn't anyone to sing with me anymore. For a few days. I'm not going to go out with Jake, Geogry, Shan and Tristen, obviously they are gonna do something this year. Maybe crazier than last year. No no no, I don't have a death wish. I won't attempt to kill myself by having a heart attack by their surprises. Last year's one was terrible enough. It's weird to have so many people doting on you, trying to cheer you up. I appreciate the thought, but I really want to be with nobody, but myself on that day. Haha... Weird, but yes. It's kinda funny lah.
I really don't care about everything nowadays. I'm really tired everyday when I come back home. The only thing I wanna do is sleep. I don't sleep, but I just don't have the energy to do anything. Especially homework. My brain isn't functioning. Sucky sucky. I've been lying on the bed reading my textbook and scolding every single idiot who is stupid enough to call me. I cant practice piano thanks to my wrists. It's hard to play. I'm having a lot of sugar rushes lately, damn scary. I'm gonna freak more people out. I don't care. Haha... I better go sleep and sleep or rest and rest now.
PS. If you think it works this way, avoiding me unknowingly helps you. I don't know what to say. I can only shake my head, and shed a tear.
grew up in a small town,
and when the rain would fall down. i'd just stare out my window.
Hi, my name is MELISSALOKQIANHUI.
I’m currently in BOWEN secondary school, in an awesome class 3e2/4e2
I’m a part of the Bowen Military Band
That’s all you need to know, really.
dreaming of what could be,
and if i'll end up happy, i will pray.
wanna feel the warm breeze,
sleep under a palm tree, feel the rush of the ocean.
