buildings with a hundred floors, spinning 'round revolving doors.
baby i don't know where they'll take me.
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a short profile perhaps ?
a music player or hit counter ?
Tuesday, February 16, 2010 // 6:12 PM
I can't stop that feeling anymore. It seem that everything is going out of control. Sometimes I wished that nothing had happened last year, I'm still feeling all hopeless, really to give up anytime. Now, I don't even know what to do but to escape from the reality. I've been sleeping a lot. I'll fail my common tests, I don't care.
Half the time, I've spent all my life working hard, studying hard. It took me fifteen long years to find out no matter how well I do, it's never gonna be enough. They're never gonna be satisfied. Well, have they forgotten the fact that I'm not even supposed to be studying in a normal school? I'm supposed to be placed in a special school? I've came so far, I dare not say it's pure hard work, but at least it means something? There isn't anything in life for me to hang on to, hold on to, stay true to. Nothing means something to me anymore. Life is just so meaningless, I don't care even if I die anymore. If dying was an option in life, I would gladly choose it. I will smile when I do that. Meaningless life, leads me nowhere, might as well get gone. Good riddance. Nobody needs to worry, no money spent for me, everybody lives a happily ever after ending.
PS. I don't want your power to fade away.
Tuesday, February 16, 2010 // 6:12 PM
I can't stop that feeling anymore. It seem that everything is going out of control. Sometimes I wished that nothing had happened last year, I'm still feeling all hopeless, really to give up anytime. Now, I don't even know what to do but to escape from the reality. I've been sleeping a lot. I'll fail my common tests, I don't care.
Half the time, I've spent all my life working hard, studying hard. It took me fifteen long years to find out no matter how well I do, it's never gonna be enough. They're never gonna be satisfied. Well, have they forgotten the fact that I'm not even supposed to be studying in a normal school? I'm supposed to be placed in a special school? I've came so far, I dare not say it's pure hard work, but at least it means something? There isn't anything in life for me to hang on to, hold on to, stay true to. Nothing means something to me anymore. Life is just so meaningless, I don't care even if I die anymore. If dying was an option in life, I would gladly choose it. I will smile when I do that. Meaningless life, leads me nowhere, might as well get gone. Good riddance. Nobody needs to worry, no money spent for me, everybody lives a happily ever after ending.
PS. I don't want your power to fade away.
grew up in a small town,
and when the rain would fall down. i'd just stare out my window.
Hi, my name is MELISSALOKQIANHUI.
I’m currently in BOWEN secondary school, in an awesome class 3e2/4e2
I’m a part of the Bowen Military Band
That’s all you need to know, really.
dreaming of what could be,
and if i'll end up happy, i will pray.
wanna feel the warm breeze,
sleep under a palm tree, feel the rush of the ocean.
