Saturday, February 6, 2010 // 10:55 PM
I can't remember the last time I danced on the kitchen tiles, saying you've made my life worthwhile. Things aren't that simple to understand. I'm all confused. Singing all about you seem so hard now, not because of the super low pitch, not because I always wanna laugh at Jake's expression, but because I just sing empty words with no meaning at all. It's just weird. I sang halfway that day, then I just daydream and stop singing during my part. Damn embarrassed, but well. J and G perfectly understood why my soul left my body. Why can't I concentrated? Why ask me?
I'm super tired today. Went to grandma's house stayed till very late. Mum was nice to let us take taxi home because I was sick and I looked like I was dying. Imagine how ugly I look. Yeeks. Zombified, I look pale with really dark panda eyes. The good news is that I received new clothes. Haha... All black = I like. Typical Melissa colour. Can't blame mummy for staying so long today, she had to help my grandma out. Shouldn't have gone out at all today. I'm still wondering how I'm supposed to wake up tomorrow. I didn't eat my medicine just now, because blur retarded sotong me forgotten to bring my meds out. How dumb? I feel like shit now. Nausea like some shit. My anti-vomit pills! Ahhh!!! Hopefully tomorrow will be better. =)
Saturday, February 6, 2010 // 10:55 PM
I can't remember the last time I danced on the kitchen tiles, saying you've made my life worthwhile. Things aren't that simple to understand. I'm all confused. Singing all about you seem so hard now, not because of the super low pitch, not because I always wanna laugh at Jake's expression, but because I just sing empty words with no meaning at all. It's just weird. I sang halfway that day, then I just daydream and stop singing during my part. Damn embarrassed, but well. J and G perfectly understood why my soul left my body. Why can't I concentrated? Why ask me?
I'm super tired today. Went to grandma's house stayed till very late. Mum was nice to let us take taxi home because I was sick and I looked like I was dying. Imagine how ugly I look. Yeeks. Zombified, I look pale with really dark panda eyes. The good news is that I received new clothes. Haha... All black = I like. Typical Melissa colour. Can't blame mummy for staying so long today, she had to help my grandma out. Shouldn't have gone out at all today. I'm still wondering how I'm supposed to wake up tomorrow. I didn't eat my medicine just now, because blur retarded sotong me forgotten to bring my meds out. How dumb? I feel like shit now. Nausea like some shit. My anti-vomit pills! Ahhh!!! Hopefully tomorrow will be better. =)
grew up in a small town,
and when the rain would fall down. i'd just stare out my window.
Hi, my name is MELISSALOKQIANHUI.
I’m currently in BOWEN secondary school, in an awesome class 3e2/4e2
I’m a part of the Bowen Military Band
That’s all you need to know, really.
dreaming of what could be,
and if i'll end up happy, i will pray.