Thursday, February 4, 2010 // 9:24 PM
Bad bad day. Went home early because of stomach flu. Went to see doctor, then I went back for band practice. Good thing I didn't die there. Haha... I don't know what I eat that caused the stomach flu. Quite irritating. I haven't got that for quite some time. I can't eat a lot of things. Banned till I get well. We all know I'll just don't care. It's okay since Jake isn't there to get pissed and irritated when I eat the banned stuff. Oopps, I think he's back today already. Haha.. He called me in Bali at 11.
I still feel like shit now. My stomach's so painful that I can't stand. I haven't had my dinner because I have no appetite, I don't have any strength now 'cause I did 90 pumpings just now. I didn't manage to do standard for all. No strength, my stamina dropped truckloads. Hopefully I'll feel better by tomorrow. There's math test tomorrow, I don't want to absent myself from school. I don't want to get distracted by tummy aches tomorrow during the test too. I'm not gonna die. I'm not.
It's time for reminiscing. No, it's not. But I keep doing it. Looking at old letters, mails, notes, cards and just random papers. How much difference there is between the past and now is just shockingly amazing. I don't know what happened in this 3 months. It's just weird. I changed twice already. I just can't get used to it. I want the old smiley Melissa back!
Thursday, February 4, 2010 // 9:24 PM
Bad bad day. Went home early because of stomach flu. Went to see doctor, then I went back for band practice. Good thing I didn't die there. Haha... I don't know what I eat that caused the stomach flu. Quite irritating. I haven't got that for quite some time. I can't eat a lot of things. Banned till I get well. We all know I'll just don't care. It's okay since Jake isn't there to get pissed and irritated when I eat the banned stuff. Oopps, I think he's back today already. Haha.. He called me in Bali at 11.
I still feel like shit now. My stomach's so painful that I can't stand. I haven't had my dinner because I have no appetite, I don't have any strength now 'cause I did 90 pumpings just now. I didn't manage to do standard for all. No strength, my stamina dropped truckloads. Hopefully I'll feel better by tomorrow. There's math test tomorrow, I don't want to absent myself from school. I don't want to get distracted by tummy aches tomorrow during the test too. I'm not gonna die. I'm not.
It's time for reminiscing. No, it's not. But I keep doing it. Looking at old letters, mails, notes, cards and just random papers. How much difference there is between the past and now is just shockingly amazing. I don't know what happened in this 3 months. It's just weird. I changed twice already. I just can't get used to it. I want the old smiley Melissa back!
grew up in a small town,
and when the rain would fall down. i'd just stare out my window.
Hi, my name is MELISSALOKQIANHUI.
I’m currently in BOWEN secondary school, in an awesome class 3e2/4e2
I’m a part of the Bowen Military Band
That’s all you need to know, really.
dreaming of what could be,
and if i'll end up happy, i will pray.