buildings with a hundred floors, spinning 'round revolving doors.
baby i don't know where they'll take me.
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Saturday, January 23, 2010 // 11:54 PM
This blog is dying soon. I don't have the mood and time to post. Mainly because of the mood issue. Nothing else gets into me. I can't express my feelings at all. It's just stucked there, somewhere. It's constipated in my heart. Well, I lost the only way to vent my anger, we all know what that is. I got the whole world angry with me because of that. Everyone banned me from that like a week ago, and I'm not going to do that again 'cause I promised not to. I'm not gonna break my promise. I promise.
Time pass really slowly when you can't walk properly. That's the lesson learnt. I hate to have my leg limping all the way. Yes. I hate that. So if you still wanna accuse me of stupid things, the wall is always there for you to bang, BITCH. Don't get what it means, then too bad. I don't care. Well, the whole week had been shit to me, I haven't got over him. I don't think I will, soon. That's the worse thing. Don't cry, I won't. Or at least I hope so, because I did cry that day. Stupid me. At least Jake won't be upset if I do that. He claims that he'll be happier if I cry. He says he hates to see me suffering in silence, so I should make noise at let him be upset with me. WHAT A RETARD. Never mind about him, crying did make me feel loads better, least constipated, at least. I finally squeezed tears out. Hopefully I'll be fine. Soon.
Saturday, January 23, 2010 // 11:54 PM
This blog is dying soon. I don't have the mood and time to post. Mainly because of the mood issue. Nothing else gets into me. I can't express my feelings at all. It's just stucked there, somewhere. It's constipated in my heart. Well, I lost the only way to vent my anger, we all know what that is. I got the whole world angry with me because of that. Everyone banned me from that like a week ago, and I'm not going to do that again 'cause I promised not to. I'm not gonna break my promise. I promise.
Time pass really slowly when you can't walk properly. That's the lesson learnt. I hate to have my leg limping all the way. Yes. I hate that. So if you still wanna accuse me of stupid things, the wall is always there for you to bang, BITCH. Don't get what it means, then too bad. I don't care. Well, the whole week had been shit to me, I haven't got over him. I don't think I will, soon. That's the worse thing. Don't cry, I won't. Or at least I hope so, because I did cry that day. Stupid me. At least Jake won't be upset if I do that. He claims that he'll be happier if I cry. He says he hates to see me suffering in silence, so I should make noise at let him be upset with me. WHAT A RETARD. Never mind about him, crying did make me feel loads better, least constipated, at least. I finally squeezed tears out. Hopefully I'll be fine. Soon.
grew up in a small town,
and when the rain would fall down. i'd just stare out my window.
Hi, my name is MELISSALOKQIANHUI.
I’m currently in BOWEN secondary school, in an awesome class 3e2/4e2
I’m a part of the Bowen Military Band
That’s all you need to know, really.
dreaming of what could be,
and if i'll end up happy, i will pray.
wanna feel the warm breeze,
sleep under a palm tree, feel the rush of the ocean.
