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Sunday, January 31, 2010 // 8:33 PM

It's funny, it's really funny. I can't stop laughing at what I think, how I feel and every other thing else. It's contradicting itself, life's just that ironic isn't it? I don't know, I don't know how to live my life anymore. It seem like sanity is leaving me. There's something that needs to be settled before this week, hopefully. It seem too impossible. It's just funny how I'll settle it. I'm still trying to put fix it in my mind before I do it. The problem is, I'm already trying to do it.

Valentines' day is coming. This year's valentines' day will be a sad and lonely one. I'm not going out with the girls, don't feel like going out with the guys either. That's just really sad. Haha... I'll just stay at home unless Jake wants to do something like last year. It shocked me but cheered me up and pushed me to move on. I'm gonna get something for XY, I don't know why, but I'm so enthusiastic about buying something for her. Maybe I've fell for her. Haha... I'm just crazy. I can't imagine time to pass so fast. It's the last day of January already. It's been many many days since school started. Now, I'm just looking forward to time to rest. The nearest 'break' is coming in two weeks time. Valentines' day and CNY, together. Kinda suck. No time for friends, only the break after church before going to my grandma's house. Maybe I should go out with XY and celebrate with her. Haha... I think I'll just shock her. LOL. I'm sure no one would be free. Jake will go gay with Geogry, I won't wanna play gooseberry. Shannon, Danielle and Desiree will be in Genting, I'll be bored to death. How I wished I could be in Genting with them. Too bad I'm the youngest, I'm never allowed out with them most of the time.

Crappy school day tomorrow will be. I'll bear with it for 10 days, then go into jolly mood in CNY, hopefully. I really hate school. I'm like chiong-ing all the way, and that really suck. I don't pretty much have a choice. I don't want to regret it in two years time when I receive my 'O' levels results and I can't get what I want. It's a two years course like 'A' levels in JC. I'll work hard now, so that everything is not cramped into a few months next year. I guess working a little harder now by listening and revising whenever I have the time will give me a much relaxed secondary 4 life next year. I'm so totally not in the study mood now, but who cares at least I'll push myself to. I still stick with what I told Terence that time, 'It depends on yourself to study, nobody can force you.' I'm gonna force myself, at least to do homework. Shit, there's piano lesson tomorrow. I'm so gonna be dead. Wish me luck people. =)

PS. I love you, goodbye.