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Thursday, January 7, 2010 // 8:42 PM

I'm really suicidal. I'm mad. I'm crazy, whatever you call it. You want to know why? Give Rafiqah a call and ask her what kind of stupid things I did before dinner just now. I'm left with no appetite, super nausea body and a bad stomach. HAHA. Retarded, really it is. Don't ask me why I'm doing such stupid things, it's better than self-mutilation. Even though it's still bad. It's just that I won't see blood. Don't ask me. Really don't. Telling Rafiqah is bad enough already. Almost cried already. If you really want to ask, be careful.

School sucked. Almost died during math. 2 hours of math really really suck. Can't stand it. There was the super good weather, and I'm sitting at the window. Gosh, I loved the wind. It's so nice. Besides the fact that I felt like sleeping so much because of that. Bad girl, Melissa. I love double As now. Haha... So I'm gonna spell my name as MELISSAA next time. Nice right? Super super nice. I love my name. Trying to make myself feel better, it's failing terribly. My tummy is really upset now. Freaking irritating. I'm dying soon soon. I hate the aches aches. Gonna cancel tuition. Die die don't want to do math.