buildings with a hundred floors, spinning 'round revolving doors.
baby i don't know where they'll take me.
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Wednesday, January 6, 2010 // 9:42 PM
I'm not liking school at all. Not at all. I'm just not in the studying mood, I don't feel like going to school, the stress is getting worse, I feel like dying. I'm dreading the coming of everyday. Here I am, already falling sick, but I'm quite happy about that. I hate school that much? Yes. I do. Things are going on badly. I can't focus, I'm gonna fail my english banding test, I can't do anything either. WOW.
Band band. Fine, except the fact that I have short legs and my shoes are too small. My toes are dropping off already. My nail came off just now. Imagine how bad that is. It's really painful. I can't walk properly. Thanks to the running. I'm stretching far too much. Short legs. Damn them. Personal life is screwing up like hell too. I don't know how to say, I don't want to say. It just suck. I really can't handle anything anymore. No need to ask whether I can do it well, because I can't do it at all. I'm too tired for all of these. My brain isn't functioning, I've not been making sense at all. Not typing normal things, not saying normal things normal people would, I keep laughing out of the blue. I'm so gonna get sent into IMH soon. I'm being super impatient, I have a million things I want to know, but I don't know how to tell and ask. That's really vexing. Shitty day, tomorrow will be worse. Shit it.
PS. Is it that difficult to know what I want? I don't need you consoling, I just need you there beside me.
Wednesday, January 6, 2010 // 9:42 PM
I'm not liking school at all. Not at all. I'm just not in the studying mood, I don't feel like going to school, the stress is getting worse, I feel like dying. I'm dreading the coming of everyday. Here I am, already falling sick, but I'm quite happy about that. I hate school that much? Yes. I do. Things are going on badly. I can't focus, I'm gonna fail my english banding test, I can't do anything either. WOW.
Band band. Fine, except the fact that I have short legs and my shoes are too small. My toes are dropping off already. My nail came off just now. Imagine how bad that is. It's really painful. I can't walk properly. Thanks to the running. I'm stretching far too much. Short legs. Damn them. Personal life is screwing up like hell too. I don't know how to say, I don't want to say. It just suck. I really can't handle anything anymore. No need to ask whether I can do it well, because I can't do it at all. I'm too tired for all of these. My brain isn't functioning, I've not been making sense at all. Not typing normal things, not saying normal things normal people would, I keep laughing out of the blue. I'm so gonna get sent into IMH soon. I'm being super impatient, I have a million things I want to know, but I don't know how to tell and ask. That's really vexing. Shitty day, tomorrow will be worse. Shit it.
PS. Is it that difficult to know what I want? I don't need you consoling, I just need you there beside me.
grew up in a small town,
and when the rain would fall down. i'd just stare out my window.
Hi, my name is MELISSALOKQIANHUI.
I’m currently in BOWEN secondary school, in an awesome class 3e2/4e2
I’m a part of the Bowen Military Band
That’s all you need to know, really.
dreaming of what could be,
and if i'll end up happy, i will pray.
wanna feel the warm breeze,
sleep under a palm tree, feel the rush of the ocean.
