Sunday, December 20, 2009 // 4:31 PM
Shitty day. Woke up early again, which is pretty saddening, I slept late last night. Had diarrhea in the morning like immediately after I woke up. Spoilt mood. Almost died in church with that torturous stomachache. Dying I was. Almost fell asleep during service because I had no energy left after diarrhea that suck like hell. Hopefully none of that at night, I don't want to be running in and out the public toilet.
I'm really irritated by his present. I regretted buying it. Yes, it's gonna be funny and fun when he sees it. But I'm left with the biggest problem. How am I supposed to wrap it? And no no, I don't wanna bring it to Changi on Christmas day. I really don't know how to wrap it. It's freaking hard to wrap. I faint at the thought of wrapping the present. I can't use the nice but super girly wrapping papers I bought on Friday, because I have a real bad feeling that it'll just tear open and destroy everything. Especially when I know I'm gonna squeeze on the bus to get to Changi on Christmas day. I went to bought thicker wrappers, as suggested by my mummy. But now the problem is, I don't think the wrapper is big enough for the present. I wanna kill myself. Oh, and another thing is that I really don't know how I'm gonna wrap it. Nothing is in my mind now. The worse thing is that I can't find a nice bag to put it in. Argghhh... Speaking of presents, I still have a few not bought and I haven't thought of what to buy. Speaking about buying things, I haven't done my christmas shopping, which means no new clothes and shoes this christmas. I'm super irritated now. The best of the PMS. I wonder where did my first maternal aunt go. She's suppose to visit me this week. Eh, nope. Last week. And she's not here yet. If you don't get it. Too bad, feel sad and go and cry. Give you a clue. First maternal aunt in HYPN is 'da yi ma'. If you still don't get it. Please go bang the wall.
Learnt a few new songs from the song booklet used for fellowship during Senai trip. Love them loads. The bad news is I haven't done my theory and I still can't play my pieces and I have piano lessons on Monday morning. Tomorrow morning to be exact. Suck. The past week has been a disaster. Hopefully the one coming won't be as bad.
Till then,
Melissa
Sunday, December 20, 2009 // 4:31 PM
Shitty day. Woke up early again, which is pretty saddening, I slept late last night. Had diarrhea in the morning like immediately after I woke up. Spoilt mood. Almost died in church with that torturous stomachache. Dying I was. Almost fell asleep during service because I had no energy left after diarrhea that suck like hell. Hopefully none of that at night, I don't want to be running in and out the public toilet.
I'm really irritated by his present. I regretted buying it. Yes, it's gonna be funny and fun when he sees it. But I'm left with the biggest problem. How am I supposed to wrap it? And no no, I don't wanna bring it to Changi on Christmas day. I really don't know how to wrap it. It's freaking hard to wrap. I faint at the thought of wrapping the present. I can't use the nice but super girly wrapping papers I bought on Friday, because I have a real bad feeling that it'll just tear open and destroy everything. Especially when I know I'm gonna squeeze on the bus to get to Changi on Christmas day. I went to bought thicker wrappers, as suggested by my mummy. But now the problem is, I don't think the wrapper is big enough for the present. I wanna kill myself. Oh, and another thing is that I really don't know how I'm gonna wrap it. Nothing is in my mind now. The worse thing is that I can't find a nice bag to put it in. Argghhh... Speaking of presents, I still have a few not bought and I haven't thought of what to buy. Speaking about buying things, I haven't done my christmas shopping, which means no new clothes and shoes this christmas. I'm super irritated now. The best of the PMS. I wonder where did my first maternal aunt go. She's suppose to visit me this week. Eh, nope. Last week. And she's not here yet. If you don't get it. Too bad, feel sad and go and cry. Give you a clue. First maternal aunt in HYPN is 'da yi ma'. If you still don't get it. Please go bang the wall.
Learnt a few new songs from the song booklet used for fellowship during Senai trip. Love them loads. The bad news is I haven't done my theory and I still can't play my pieces and I have piano lessons on Monday morning. Tomorrow morning to be exact. Suck. The past week has been a disaster. Hopefully the one coming won't be as bad.
Till then,
Melissa
grew up in a small town,
and when the rain would fall down. i'd just stare out my window.
Hi, my name is MELISSALOKQIANHUI.
I’m currently in BOWEN secondary school, in an awesome class 3e2/4e2
I’m a part of the Bowen Military Band
That’s all you need to know, really.
dreaming of what could be,
and if i'll end up happy, i will pray.