Wednesday, December 30, 2009 // 11:56 PM
Lovely night, even though sucky day. The day part was okay during the later half. My mood got better. I didn't get how it had such a drastic change in just 5 minutes, but it did happen. I don't get myself too much sometimes. Enjoyed myself at Natalie's house. Really did. The sad thing is that I didn't get to talk to her a lot, because she was busy hosting us along with Andrew and her parents. Gonna talk to her during CNY since I will be so down. If you still don't know why I'll be down on CNY. Just go bang the wall and die.
Loved the presents received today. A diary with black paper inside, and the cover looks really really cute. It's full of bears, outlined with silver. Damn nice lo. I still love diaries that much. I still write diaries. I love writing them too. It's way more private. I really hate re-reading my diaries sometimes. I don't like to remember the stupid things I've done. Retarded mistakes I've made and things like that. But it's an entertainment to laugh at yourself. I just re-read my diary in the evening before I left. I can't really remember and believe myself being so stupid lah. The past is the past. No point looking back. Yes, I shan't be so stupid anymore. Too bad if my past won't be entertaining to me next time. I'd rather that then regret making mistakes. HAHA.
Wednesday, December 30, 2009 // 11:56 PM
Lovely night, even though sucky day. The day part was okay during the later half. My mood got better. I didn't get how it had such a drastic change in just 5 minutes, but it did happen. I don't get myself too much sometimes. Enjoyed myself at Natalie's house. Really did. The sad thing is that I didn't get to talk to her a lot, because she was busy hosting us along with Andrew and her parents. Gonna talk to her during CNY since I will be so down. If you still don't know why I'll be down on CNY. Just go bang the wall and die.
Loved the presents received today. A diary with black paper inside, and the cover looks really really cute. It's full of bears, outlined with silver. Damn nice lo. I still love diaries that much. I still write diaries. I love writing them too. It's way more private. I really hate re-reading my diaries sometimes. I don't like to remember the stupid things I've done. Retarded mistakes I've made and things like that. But it's an entertainment to laugh at yourself. I just re-read my diary in the evening before I left. I can't really remember and believe myself being so stupid lah. The past is the past. No point looking back. Yes, I shan't be so stupid anymore. Too bad if my past won't be entertaining to me next time. I'd rather that then regret making mistakes. HAHA.
grew up in a small town,
and when the rain would fall down. i'd just stare out my window.
Hi, my name is MELISSALOKQIANHUI.
I’m currently in BOWEN secondary school, in an awesome class 3e2/4e2
I’m a part of the Bowen Military Band
That’s all you need to know, really.
dreaming of what could be,
and if i'll end up happy, i will pray.