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Thursday, December 31, 2009 // 5:14 PM
Last day of 2009. Is weird as I put it this way. I'm not looking forward to next year. I can't believe 2009 passed so fast.I can't believe that I'll be 15 next year, Officially 15 in 8 months and 9 days time. Great year it had been, but it went by too fast. Everything. My mind was still stucked in Awana in September. Can't switch back. That's how slow I am. Ups and downs this year were well-managed, at least I didn't handle it as stupid as before, and I don't cry that much. It's really weird when the new year is tomorrow, and you're so reluctant for next year. No no, I'm looking forward to tomorrow. Just that the time has passed fast enough that when tomorrow I go out, it's already 1st January 2010. 010110. Weird to type it that way. I'm not going to be used to it at all. I won't be. I'll have little time for everyone, including myself, tired with all the school work, band practice and everything. Besides, I'll be so tired that I'll lie down in bed after dinner and homework doing every night. No more late night chats, I can't stay awake for supper also. Pretty pathetic isn't it?
Whining about 2010 won't help that much. It really won't. So forget it I will. Tomorrow, this year will be gone. I'm thankful for everything that has happened this year. It let me understand that there's no problem to big to solve. It maybe big, but you can and you will solve it. It's that simple, but it's just whether we choose to face it or avoid it. I'm thankful that I had Bea and XY to help me through everything. Rafiqah to listen to every single nonsense I say all the time, and my lovely boyfriend who cares about everything, even though he bans me from ice-cream. Haha... The first part of the year wasn't that lovely, it was really boring, all the studying and being so lost. Second half of the year, I learnt to just accept everything that comes my way, the only way to make me feel much happier and make me as jolly as that old Melissa. This year had been great, despite all the stupid crying, bitches, bad results and gossiping from we all know where (right? XY?) For now, I just hope that 2010 will be as nice and enjoyable as 2009, because it's the our perception about good or bad that matters. Not how the year is. Hopefully I can just be happy and not care about everything else. Hopefully, hopefully.
Thursday, December 31, 2009 // 5:14 PM
Last day of 2009. Is weird as I put it this way. I'm not looking forward to next year. I can't believe 2009 passed so fast.I can't believe that I'll be 15 next year, Officially 15 in 8 months and 9 days time. Great year it had been, but it went by too fast. Everything. My mind was still stucked in Awana in September. Can't switch back. That's how slow I am. Ups and downs this year were well-managed, at least I didn't handle it as stupid as before, and I don't cry that much. It's really weird when the new year is tomorrow, and you're so reluctant for next year. No no, I'm looking forward to tomorrow. Just that the time has passed fast enough that when tomorrow I go out, it's already 1st January 2010. 010110. Weird to type it that way. I'm not going to be used to it at all. I won't be. I'll have little time for everyone, including myself, tired with all the school work, band practice and everything. Besides, I'll be so tired that I'll lie down in bed after dinner and homework doing every night. No more late night chats, I can't stay awake for supper also. Pretty pathetic isn't it?
Whining about 2010 won't help that much. It really won't. So forget it I will. Tomorrow, this year will be gone. I'm thankful for everything that has happened this year. It let me understand that there's no problem to big to solve. It maybe big, but you can and you will solve it. It's that simple, but it's just whether we choose to face it or avoid it. I'm thankful that I had Bea and XY to help me through everything. Rafiqah to listen to every single nonsense I say all the time, and my lovely boyfriend who cares about everything, even though he bans me from ice-cream. Haha... The first part of the year wasn't that lovely, it was really boring, all the studying and being so lost. Second half of the year, I learnt to just accept everything that comes my way, the only way to make me feel much happier and make me as jolly as that old Melissa. This year had been great, despite all the stupid crying, bitches, bad results and gossiping from we all know where (right? XY?) For now, I just hope that 2010 will be as nice and enjoyable as 2009, because it's the our perception about good or bad that matters. Not how the year is. Hopefully I can just be happy and not care about everything else. Hopefully, hopefully.
grew up in a small town,
and when the rain would fall down. i'd just stare out my window.
Hi, my name is MELISSALOKQIANHUI.
I’m currently in BOWEN secondary school, in an awesome class 3e2/4e2
I’m a part of the Bowen Military Band
That’s all you need to know, really.
dreaming of what could be,
and if i'll end up happy, i will pray.
wanna feel the warm breeze,
sleep under a palm tree, feel the rush of the ocean.
