Monday, December 7, 2009 // 9:58 PM
It wasn't that hard isn't it? I thought it'll be. It wasn't, maybe partly because he wasn't an asshole. For those who can understand, then good for you. I'll still be there if he needs me. We're still friends. Thank God for that.
Sucky day. Yesterday too. I vomit everything I eat/ate/eaten. I can't stand it. I even vomit bread now. I don't think there'll be anything I can eat. Anyway, band was not so good for me. I'm not versatile. I keep doing one bad bad mistake. Which made my dressing super out. 2 steps. How sucky. I keep doing the same old mistake lah. Well, nothing beats being half-ill. And the fact that I only had sleep for about an hour yesterday. WOW. Great... I wasn't focused in band, almost fell asleep marching. It's dumb.
Freaking bad bad day. Bad mood. Confused feelings, don't know what to do. I'm starting to regret my choice. I don't know what to say. I'm dying.
Till then,
Melissa
Monday, December 7, 2009 // 9:58 PM
It wasn't that hard isn't it? I thought it'll be. It wasn't, maybe partly because he wasn't an asshole. For those who can understand, then good for you. I'll still be there if he needs me. We're still friends. Thank God for that.
Sucky day. Yesterday too. I vomit everything I eat/ate/eaten. I can't stand it. I even vomit bread now. I don't think there'll be anything I can eat. Anyway, band was not so good for me. I'm not versatile. I keep doing one bad bad mistake. Which made my dressing super out. 2 steps. How sucky. I keep doing the same old mistake lah. Well, nothing beats being half-ill. And the fact that I only had sleep for about an hour yesterday. WOW. Great... I wasn't focused in band, almost fell asleep marching. It's dumb.
Freaking bad bad day. Bad mood. Confused feelings, don't know what to do. I'm starting to regret my choice. I don't know what to say. I'm dying.
Till then,
Melissa
grew up in a small town,
and when the rain would fall down. i'd just stare out my window.
Hi, my name is MELISSALOKQIANHUI.
I’m currently in BOWEN secondary school, in an awesome class 3e2/4e2
I’m a part of the Bowen Military Band
That’s all you need to know, really.
dreaming of what could be,
and if i'll end up happy, i will pray.