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Friday, December 4, 2009 // 9:54 PM

A day without you is really tough, especially today. It's been such a bad day. I've had enough of everything. I've got nothing to pull me there anymore. You're not there. Not there at all. It hurts so much. I broke the agreement. I broke down. I can't stand it anymore. I can't walk through this alone. I wished you know, but you don't. You won't too. I know you just don't care. I'm nothing to you.

Today, I really don't wanna elaborate. It's been really bad. Cried in front of someone that I should never cry in front of. Never mind, it's all over. I can't stand it all today. Can't stand it anymore. I have got appetite for days. I'm dying. But I'm still full, but I know my blood sugar's really low. I can feel it. Feel really giddy. I had leg cramps while doing wushu. Keep cold sweating, because I don't know why. I'm too tired now. Feel like sleeping. Nothing much happened today, nothing interesting, or extraordinary, it's just normal band days. LOL. Because it is one. Just read previous posts to find out more. The only bad thing's that I can't do wheeling. Legs are too short. Can't take big steps, can't stretch too much. LOL. I'm gonna rest.

Till then,
Melissa.

PS. I really wanna know that you care. I know you'll never notice out of the many people you know. But I really love you.