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Saturday, December 19, 2009 // 11:29 PM
Changed font to use. Super random. I'm tired of verdana and trebuchet. I'm so tired today, I hate it when I can't sleep well and wake up super early. That really suck. Nothing can beat that, besides insomnia which is pretty much almost the same. I'm really excited and reluctant about Christmas nearing. It's on Friday. Everything is super unprepared. Just like the mission trip. I did everything impromptu style. Even my craft. And I'm super duper guilty for that. Everyone prepared so early, only me. I didn't really have the time because I spend most of my time in band and resting when there isn't band. Christmas. This year passed really really fast. That, or I'm just getting old. The latter is bad. I'm not even 16 yet. Nope, I'm not old.
Met up with uncle and auntie today at city hall, Fairmount Singapore. Went for buffet. I love the durian pudding. It was quite nice, after one whole year, I saw them again. So I'm suppose to look forward to next year. They are going back to America on 8 January. Had a great day, lunch and all. Went to church after lunch. It was freaking raining when I reached Aljunied MRT. Spoiled my mood totally, I hate getting wet. Everyone knows why. So went to SF with a spoilt mood. Sucked a lot 'cause there was the sharing and I wasn't really prepared. I was shivering when I shared. So embarrassing lah. I didn't say anything really constructive.
YAY! Sunday is coming. It's like tomorrow. And it's only hours away. Hours away from him back in Singapore ground. And hours away from me seeing him. These few hours' passing really slowly. I really miss him, so it's bad that time is passing slowly. I can't really prepare myself to tell him. It's always me having the problem. It suck a lot. Anyway, he's gonna be back tomorrow. I'm gonna not worry about anything until he is back. No point thinking so much.
I'm going crazy. I look forward to tomorrow so much. LOL. Gonna wear my new dress bought for Christmas in March. Haha... Never mind. Like finally after so long sleeping in my wardrobe, I'm finally gonna wear it. Pretty excited. I think it's because he's coming back, so I'm excited about everything that's gonna happen tomorrow. I'm really mad. Whenever I open my wardrobe, I'll start laughing and giggling away because his present is sitting inside on my clothes. I laugh because it helps me imagine his retarded expression when he sees it. He'll laugh like mad, I know. And he's not gonna like the present a lot. Because it's quite a stupid thing to give, I know. I don't know what to buy, so I bought him a joking present for him to laugh at at home. WOW. Pretty dumb. Well, the whole wide world knows that I suck at picking gifts. So never mind. He'll get used to it soon and by that time, I'll know him better and get him something better, HOPEFULLY. I'm only good at picking gifts for girls, because it's the few things they always want. Aw, it's getting late, I better go to bed. Long day tomorrow, I have to wake up an hour earlier than usual. So yes, it's gonna be tiring. Haha... Good night people.
Till then,
Melissa
PS. I love you.
Saturday, December 19, 2009 // 11:29 PM
Changed font to use. Super random. I'm tired of verdana and trebuchet. I'm so tired today, I hate it when I can't sleep well and wake up super early. That really suck. Nothing can beat that, besides insomnia which is pretty much almost the same. I'm really excited and reluctant about Christmas nearing. It's on Friday. Everything is super unprepared. Just like the mission trip. I did everything impromptu style. Even my craft. And I'm super duper guilty for that. Everyone prepared so early, only me. I didn't really have the time because I spend most of my time in band and resting when there isn't band. Christmas. This year passed really really fast. That, or I'm just getting old. The latter is bad. I'm not even 16 yet. Nope, I'm not old.
Met up with uncle and auntie today at city hall, Fairmount Singapore. Went for buffet. I love the durian pudding. It was quite nice, after one whole year, I saw them again. So I'm suppose to look forward to next year. They are going back to America on 8 January. Had a great day, lunch and all. Went to church after lunch. It was freaking raining when I reached Aljunied MRT. Spoiled my mood totally, I hate getting wet. Everyone knows why. So went to SF with a spoilt mood. Sucked a lot 'cause there was the sharing and I wasn't really prepared. I was shivering when I shared. So embarrassing lah. I didn't say anything really constructive.
YAY! Sunday is coming. It's like tomorrow. And it's only hours away. Hours away from him back in Singapore ground. And hours away from me seeing him. These few hours' passing really slowly. I really miss him, so it's bad that time is passing slowly. I can't really prepare myself to tell him. It's always me having the problem. It suck a lot. Anyway, he's gonna be back tomorrow. I'm gonna not worry about anything until he is back. No point thinking so much.
I'm going crazy. I look forward to tomorrow so much. LOL. Gonna wear my new dress bought for Christmas in March. Haha... Never mind. Like finally after so long sleeping in my wardrobe, I'm finally gonna wear it. Pretty excited. I think it's because he's coming back, so I'm excited about everything that's gonna happen tomorrow. I'm really mad. Whenever I open my wardrobe, I'll start laughing and giggling away because his present is sitting inside on my clothes. I laugh because it helps me imagine his retarded expression when he sees it. He'll laugh like mad, I know. And he's not gonna like the present a lot. Because it's quite a stupid thing to give, I know. I don't know what to buy, so I bought him a joking present for him to laugh at at home. WOW. Pretty dumb. Well, the whole wide world knows that I suck at picking gifts. So never mind. He'll get used to it soon and by that time, I'll know him better and get him something better, HOPEFULLY. I'm only good at picking gifts for girls, because it's the few things they always want. Aw, it's getting late, I better go to bed. Long day tomorrow, I have to wake up an hour earlier than usual. So yes, it's gonna be tiring. Haha... Good night people.
Till then,
Melissa
PS. I love you.
grew up in a small town,
and when the rain would fall down. i'd just stare out my window.
Hi, my name is MELISSALOKQIANHUI.
I’m currently in BOWEN secondary school, in an awesome class 3e2/4e2
I’m a part of the Bowen Military Band
That’s all you need to know, really.
dreaming of what could be,
and if i'll end up happy, i will pray.
wanna feel the warm breeze,
sleep under a palm tree, feel the rush of the ocean.