Sunday, December 20, 2009 // 8:19 PM
The band got silver for the competition. I'm so happy now. My darling's sick, so we aren't meeting later. Even though I really look forward to it, I think he's more sick then me. I'm still running in and out of the toilet if you're wondering. That's sad. So I'm actually okay with not seeing him today, because I haven't done my theory, can't play my pieces at all, when lesson's tomorrow and I'm having the runs which suck a lot. I just can't be bothered to see the doctor, since I'm not having gastric flu or food poisoning. Just diarrhea. Let's pray hard he's fine. It's actually the first time I'm so worried about someone. Haha...
I really don't look forward to tomorrow. My doom's day. I really hate to see that disappointed face on Auntie Fiona's face. But this holiday, I'm seeing it every single lesson. I'm such a disappointment. I haven't been putting in a lot of effort to practice, and even if I do, I just can't play. I don't know why. I really really hope there isn't lesson tomorrow. I hate it when I see her disappointed face. My standard have been dropping ever since the holidays. I don't get why I'm like that. To add on to that, I'm taking music next year, by right I supposed to be trying my best in improving before next year starts. But yet my standard has been dropping drastically. I'm so dead when next year starts. I'm taking the worst combination lah. Along with some others. Hopefully I won't fail every single subject.
Plans, plans. It's raining now. I'm gonna plan how I'm gonna chiong my piano stuff later. Theory can be done in an hour, but pieces. I'm dying. If there isn't the stupid Bach two-part invention, it won't be so bad. I'm so dead. Auntie Fiona hasn't reply my sms. How I wished she's gonna say she's busy tomorrow and there won't be lesson. I'm so afraid of seeing her disappointed face. If there isn't piano tomorrow, I'll just stay at home and practice till I can play properly, since nobody is free to go out with me. Next year will be hectic, so there won't be any slacking, so I'll prepare and play my piano properly before I fail music.
Christmas is really really near. I can feel it everywhere. I'm gonna change my blog song. I'm so addicted to 12 days of christmas. Haha... Not because on the 5 day of christmas I want my true love to give me 5 golden rings. I just found the song really cute. Like Mcfly's Deck The Halls last year. Everything is so cramped up together and rushed this year. I haven't done my Christmas shopping. I haven't finish buying all the presents and I haven't buy my clothes. I'm complaining about the same stuff all over again like my old post. See how stressed up I am? Sad I am. So stressed. And I do look weird now. Some random person thought that I'm in primary school again. Pretty irritating. Haha... I'm gonna go. I'll do my stuffs. BYEBYEWORLD.
Sunday, December 20, 2009 // 8:19 PM
The band got silver for the competition. I'm so happy now. My darling's sick, so we aren't meeting later. Even though I really look forward to it, I think he's more sick then me. I'm still running in and out of the toilet if you're wondering. That's sad. So I'm actually okay with not seeing him today, because I haven't done my theory, can't play my pieces at all, when lesson's tomorrow and I'm having the runs which suck a lot. I just can't be bothered to see the doctor, since I'm not having gastric flu or food poisoning. Just diarrhea. Let's pray hard he's fine. It's actually the first time I'm so worried about someone. Haha...
I really don't look forward to tomorrow. My doom's day. I really hate to see that disappointed face on Auntie Fiona's face. But this holiday, I'm seeing it every single lesson. I'm such a disappointment. I haven't been putting in a lot of effort to practice, and even if I do, I just can't play. I don't know why. I really really hope there isn't lesson tomorrow. I hate it when I see her disappointed face. My standard have been dropping ever since the holidays. I don't get why I'm like that. To add on to that, I'm taking music next year, by right I supposed to be trying my best in improving before next year starts. But yet my standard has been dropping drastically. I'm so dead when next year starts. I'm taking the worst combination lah. Along with some others. Hopefully I won't fail every single subject.
Plans, plans. It's raining now. I'm gonna plan how I'm gonna chiong my piano stuff later. Theory can be done in an hour, but pieces. I'm dying. If there isn't the stupid Bach two-part invention, it won't be so bad. I'm so dead. Auntie Fiona hasn't reply my sms. How I wished she's gonna say she's busy tomorrow and there won't be lesson. I'm so afraid of seeing her disappointed face. If there isn't piano tomorrow, I'll just stay at home and practice till I can play properly, since nobody is free to go out with me. Next year will be hectic, so there won't be any slacking, so I'll prepare and play my piano properly before I fail music.
Christmas is really really near. I can feel it everywhere. I'm gonna change my blog song. I'm so addicted to 12 days of christmas. Haha... Not because on the 5 day of christmas I want my true love to give me 5 golden rings. I just found the song really cute. Like Mcfly's Deck The Halls last year. Everything is so cramped up together and rushed this year. I haven't done my Christmas shopping. I haven't finish buying all the presents and I haven't buy my clothes. I'm complaining about the same stuff all over again like my old post. See how stressed up I am? Sad I am. So stressed. And I do look weird now. Some random person thought that I'm in primary school again. Pretty irritating. Haha... I'm gonna go. I'll do my stuffs. BYEBYEWORLD.
grew up in a small town,
and when the rain would fall down. i'd just stare out my window.
Hi, my name is MELISSALOKQIANHUI.
I’m currently in BOWEN secondary school, in an awesome class 3e2/4e2
I’m a part of the Bowen Military Band
That’s all you need to know, really.
