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Monday, November 9, 2009 // 6:18 PM
Today was sucha miserable day. Nope, don't get it wrong. NOT because of band. I'm falling ill soon. My head has been spinning since morning, worse after I ran. Asthma decided to pop out of nowhere and wave to me. I shouldn't have run. I'm still happy I actually ran like one and a half rounds of the field. Break my record. Last time run one round around the parade square can make me see stars. So there's improvement. My lung are getting stronger. If it's true, I won't have anymore excuses to convince myself to get fat and not exercise. It's quite stupid. I'm really getting fatter. I'm trying to tell myself it's FINE. I'm INSANE.
I don't know. Maybe I'll beg Rebecca to let me go to her condo gym when I'm free. LOL. Joking... I will give up halfway, so never mind. I need to slim down desperately, everyone can see why, but I just don't feel like doing what I should. I'm too bloody lazy. Haha... Next time I'll regret when nobody wants to marry me. That's like ten years later. Hahahahahaha... Hai, but sometimes being single is fine, not as bad as everyone puts it. I don't need to cling myself onto a guy, I don't need to do what he likes, eat what he likes, I don't have to tolerate stupid tantrums, worry about why we quarrel, analyse every word, be jealous and petty leading to behaving like some lunatic bitch and I won't have to worry about having a broken heart at the end of the day (yeah, we all know what I mean). Yes, being single sometimes is like leading a mundane life which sucks sometimes. Being attached is just like being on a roller coaster ride where you don't know where and when it ends. It goes high and makes you happy and rushes down to the bottom making you nausea. I don't want to have my heart broken again. I can't survive a second time,I think I'll die or become a vegetable. So, all in all the conclusion is that it's okay to be fat and stay fat for me. If you don't get it, TOO BAD! You must have failed your EL paper 2 to NOT UNDERSTAND. HAHAHAHA... Okay, I'm so random and retarded today.
Till then,
Melissa
Monday, November 9, 2009 // 6:18 PM
Today was sucha miserable day. Nope, don't get it wrong. NOT because of band. I'm falling ill soon. My head has been spinning since morning, worse after I ran. Asthma decided to pop out of nowhere and wave to me. I shouldn't have run. I'm still happy I actually ran like one and a half rounds of the field. Break my record. Last time run one round around the parade square can make me see stars. So there's improvement. My lung are getting stronger. If it's true, I won't have anymore excuses to convince myself to get fat and not exercise. It's quite stupid. I'm really getting fatter. I'm trying to tell myself it's FINE. I'm INSANE.
I don't know. Maybe I'll beg Rebecca to let me go to her condo gym when I'm free. LOL. Joking... I will give up halfway, so never mind. I need to slim down desperately, everyone can see why, but I just don't feel like doing what I should. I'm too bloody lazy. Haha... Next time I'll regret when nobody wants to marry me. That's like ten years later. Hahahahahaha... Hai, but sometimes being single is fine, not as bad as everyone puts it. I don't need to cling myself onto a guy, I don't need to do what he likes, eat what he likes, I don't have to tolerate stupid tantrums, worry about why we quarrel, analyse every word, be jealous and petty leading to behaving like some lunatic bitch and I won't have to worry about having a broken heart at the end of the day (yeah, we all know what I mean). Yes, being single sometimes is like leading a mundane life which sucks sometimes. Being attached is just like being on a roller coaster ride where you don't know where and when it ends. It goes high and makes you happy and rushes down to the bottom making you nausea. I don't want to have my heart broken again. I can't survive a second time,I think I'll die or become a vegetable. So, all in all the conclusion is that it's okay to be fat and stay fat for me. If you don't get it, TOO BAD! You must have failed your EL paper 2 to NOT UNDERSTAND. HAHAHAHA... Okay, I'm so random and retarded today.
Till then,
Melissa
grew up in a small town,
and when the rain would fall down. i'd just stare out my window.
Hi, my name is MELISSALOKQIANHUI.
I’m currently in BOWEN secondary school, in an awesome class 3e2/4e2
I’m a part of the Bowen Military Band
That’s all you need to know, really.
dreaming of what could be,
and if i'll end up happy, i will pray.
wanna feel the warm breeze,
sleep under a palm tree, feel the rush of the ocean.
