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Wednesday, November 25, 2009 // 7:39 PM
It's dumb it's really dumb dumb dumb. Maybe no, it's not, but it's me that's dumb. I'm losing myself. Losing my cool, losing my sanity. I don't know what I'm doing at all. I'm going crazy. I'm really going crazy. I cry for something that everyone say it isn't worth it at all, at the wrong time, wrong place. I feel like breaking down again. The thought of you not even asking if I'm okay really suck. Ignorance isn't an excuse, 'cause the whole world knows. I don't know how to react to this anymore. I'm dying. I don't know how long it'll take for you to find out. I hope, not so long.
Today's band practice was really tough for me. I twisted my ankle yesterday during the last few run throughs. My leg's hurting terribly, I have no strength at all, partly because of my old injury. Today, fell down during the first run through. When I was moving back. It's common sense to know that it requires more strength to move back and balancing too. I don't have both, because I can't use strength on my right leg and my leg's hurting terribly, so I couldn't balance. Fell on butt, so it wasn't that bad, but my ankle twisted again. Same leg. It was the typical 四脚朝天 type of fall where your legs and hands are in the air. It was so so embarrassing. I fell in front of everyone. Good thing I didn't drop my clarinet. My leg became worse. I don't even know how I managed to walk and do the run through like again. But I fell for the second time, when my leg was really hurting so badly, and I couldn't even stand up when Joleen pulled me up. Another embarrassing thing that happened. Good thing my leg isn't hurting that badly now. I ate painkillers from long ago. It made me remember how I fell last time. Haha... Retarded. Bad day. Then my band pants cut my leg. Life can't get better. I'm really tired now. Thank God mummy's back. After 2 nights. I'm gonna rest now, and do some serious writing with Shan.
Till then,
Melissa
Wednesday, November 25, 2009 // 7:39 PM
It's dumb it's really dumb dumb dumb. Maybe no, it's not, but it's me that's dumb. I'm losing myself. Losing my cool, losing my sanity. I don't know what I'm doing at all. I'm going crazy. I'm really going crazy. I cry for something that everyone say it isn't worth it at all, at the wrong time, wrong place. I feel like breaking down again. The thought of you not even asking if I'm okay really suck. Ignorance isn't an excuse, 'cause the whole world knows. I don't know how to react to this anymore. I'm dying. I don't know how long it'll take for you to find out. I hope, not so long.
Today's band practice was really tough for me. I twisted my ankle yesterday during the last few run throughs. My leg's hurting terribly, I have no strength at all, partly because of my old injury. Today, fell down during the first run through. When I was moving back. It's common sense to know that it requires more strength to move back and balancing too. I don't have both, because I can't use strength on my right leg and my leg's hurting terribly, so I couldn't balance. Fell on butt, so it wasn't that bad, but my ankle twisted again. Same leg. It was the typical 四脚朝天 type of fall where your legs and hands are in the air. It was so so embarrassing. I fell in front of everyone. Good thing I didn't drop my clarinet. My leg became worse. I don't even know how I managed to walk and do the run through like again. But I fell for the second time, when my leg was really hurting so badly, and I couldn't even stand up when Joleen pulled me up. Another embarrassing thing that happened. Good thing my leg isn't hurting that badly now. I ate painkillers from long ago. It made me remember how I fell last time. Haha... Retarded. Bad day. Then my band pants cut my leg. Life can't get better. I'm really tired now. Thank God mummy's back. After 2 nights. I'm gonna rest now, and do some serious writing with Shan.
Till then,
Melissa
grew up in a small town,
and when the rain would fall down. i'd just stare out my window.
Hi, my name is MELISSALOKQIANHUI.
I’m currently in BOWEN secondary school, in an awesome class 3e2/4e2
I’m a part of the Bowen Military Band
That’s all you need to know, really.
dreaming of what could be,
and if i'll end up happy, i will pray.
wanna feel the warm breeze,
sleep under a palm tree, feel the rush of the ocean.
