Monday, November 9, 2009 // 9:40 PM
I'm really bored today. Nothing to do and just feeling weird. It's just funny. Funny funny when you don't know what you are. I just don't anymore. Which feels weird. I still think that I'm some selfish idiot who only cares for myself. I feel like laughing at myself from time to time, just for that fact that I feel stupid. How can someone not know herself. Almost everyone I know said I have changed. I'm not as talkative, I'm not as happy as before anymore, I don't open up to anyone. Not even to myself. Drastic environmental changes leads to drastic changes in me. I feel like shutting up. I don't even need to do that. Haha... I don't even have anything to talk about. So fake right? I meant me. Not me not talking. I can not talk for a while. =)))
Everything's going out of point. Even when I talk. *SMILES* I think I have lost my sanity. Feel like emo-ing after so long. I didn't even care if I changed lo. But it just feels weird. All I did was to analyse and think and think and think, like I always do. Well, you think that's bad enough, not really. I recently have some putting-out-fire action. It feels like I'm actually on fire. I'm not making any sense. For those who know what I'm talking about, GOOD FOR YOU! Yeah, the tension's like a fire. I can't agree more. I haven't realise it until six feet under the stars joined my playlist. In the past it was just irritatingly weird. Now, it's like a fire. HAHAHAHA... Let's hope things will be better! CHRISTMAS IS COMING! *WHOOTS*
Monday, November 9, 2009 // 9:40 PM
I'm really bored today. Nothing to do and just feeling weird. It's just funny. Funny funny when you don't know what you are. I just don't anymore. Which feels weird. I still think that I'm some selfish idiot who only cares for myself. I feel like laughing at myself from time to time, just for that fact that I feel stupid. How can someone not know herself. Almost everyone I know said I have changed. I'm not as talkative, I'm not as happy as before anymore, I don't open up to anyone. Not even to myself. Drastic environmental changes leads to drastic changes in me. I feel like shutting up. I don't even need to do that. Haha... I don't even have anything to talk about. So fake right? I meant me. Not me not talking. I can not talk for a while. =)))
Everything's going out of point. Even when I talk. *SMILES* I think I have lost my sanity. Feel like emo-ing after so long. I didn't even care if I changed lo. But it just feels weird. All I did was to analyse and think and think and think, like I always do. Well, you think that's bad enough, not really. I recently have some putting-out-fire action. It feels like I'm actually on fire. I'm not making any sense. For those who know what I'm talking about, GOOD FOR YOU! Yeah, the tension's like a fire. I can't agree more. I haven't realise it until six feet under the stars joined my playlist. In the past it was just irritatingly weird. Now, it's like a fire. HAHAHAHA... Let's hope things will be better! CHRISTMAS IS COMING! *WHOOTS*
grew up in a small town,
and when the rain would fall down. i'd just stare out my window.
Hi, my name is MELISSALOKQIANHUI.
I’m currently in BOWEN secondary school, in an awesome class 3e2/4e2
I’m a part of the Bowen Military Band
That’s all you need to know, really.
dreaming of what could be,
and if i'll end up happy, i will pray.