Sunday, November 8, 2009 // 6:20 PM
Hello world! I'm back to blogging after a long long break. Don't ask me why, because I don't know either. Hopefully this blog is not going to die off like the last one. I've lost touch in blogging already. I even stopped visiting blogs after I deleted the old one 'cause well, all the links are gone. I don't make an effort to remember others' blog urls. So yeah, you can see that when you see only 12 links on my blog. Hahaha...
It feels rather weird to blog again. I miss my long naggy posts about things people can't understand. I just feel like blogging again after being anti-social for the past year. It's just weird. Really weird how I changed. Well, I'm gonna be the me I used to be. Not like that's possible. School has ended, I'm gonna be secondary 3 next year, which means no more 1e3'08/2e3'09 anymore. I wonder how I'm going to get use to it. Next year's gonna be shitty for me. Especially if I get in to science stream. I don't know how I'm gonna survive with 9 subjects including HCL and music. It's crazy. I'll be soo freaking busy. And everyone knows that I'm not going to be able to manage it. *ROLLS EYES* At least it'll be easier to manage after SYF. I won't be that stressed up either.
I hate those shitty moods, but sometimes you can't help it when you're worried. Bestie isn't in town. He's somewhere over the rainbow. It's been almost 5 months since he's contacted anyone. Who knows if he's dead. Thank God I'm not his sister or else I'll be even more worried than I am now. Jack's calling everyday to ask if that idiot has replied one of my 8947 emails for him yet. The answer is no. HAHA... Stupid Jake is making us worried. I don't even know if he's alive, which is pretty dumb. I think he's gonna be back soon. He always spends christmas with us. So, that'll happen if he's ALIVE still. I'm so bad. I miss his jokes. Flash Forward tonight! Can't wait!
Till then,
Melissa =)
Sunday, November 8, 2009 // 6:20 PM
Hello world! I'm back to blogging after a long long break. Don't ask me why, because I don't know either. Hopefully this blog is not going to die off like the last one. I've lost touch in blogging already. I even stopped visiting blogs after I deleted the old one 'cause well, all the links are gone. I don't make an effort to remember others' blog urls. So yeah, you can see that when you see only 12 links on my blog. Hahaha...
It feels rather weird to blog again. I miss my long naggy posts about things people can't understand. I just feel like blogging again after being anti-social for the past year. It's just weird. Really weird how I changed. Well, I'm gonna be the me I used to be. Not like that's possible. School has ended, I'm gonna be secondary 3 next year, which means no more 1e3'08/2e3'09 anymore. I wonder how I'm going to get use to it. Next year's gonna be shitty for me. Especially if I get in to science stream. I don't know how I'm gonna survive with 9 subjects including HCL and music. It's crazy. I'll be soo freaking busy. And everyone knows that I'm not going to be able to manage it. *ROLLS EYES* At least it'll be easier to manage after SYF. I won't be that stressed up either.
I hate those shitty moods, but sometimes you can't help it when you're worried. Bestie isn't in town. He's somewhere over the rainbow. It's been almost 5 months since he's contacted anyone. Who knows if he's dead. Thank God I'm not his sister or else I'll be even more worried than I am now. Jack's calling everyday to ask if that idiot has replied one of my 8947 emails for him yet. The answer is no. HAHA... Stupid Jake is making us worried. I don't even know if he's alive, which is pretty dumb. I think he's gonna be back soon. He always spends christmas with us. So, that'll happen if he's ALIVE still. I'm so bad. I miss his jokes. Flash Forward tonight! Can't wait!
Till then,
Melissa =)
grew up in a small town,
and when the rain would fall down. i'd just stare out my window.
Hi, my name is MELISSALOKQIANHUI.
I’m currently in BOWEN secondary school, in an awesome class 3e2/4e2
I’m a part of the Bowen Military Band
That’s all you need to know, really.
dreaming of what could be,
and if i'll end up happy, i will pray.
